女孩當自強 - SHE

well i like the meaning of this song.. is very good for all the girls, we shouldn't be so weak ... gambateh everyone

拜託眼淚又不是鑽石珍珠
一直在哭 難道你能一夜之間暴富
是誰告訴你有王子這動物
還不如你自己騎上白馬比較靠譜
失戀失去所有美麗的錯誤
快開香檳為你能夠死里逃生慶祝
沒錯 就是不合身的衣服
趕快脫掉 換身行頭再去愛裏跳舞
我知道一定有一點辛苦 但我們的心都要堅固
告別了錯的人不算輸 使我們更加靠近幸福

愛情卷起萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲越讓人全力以赴)
我們女孩當自強 (可以小鳥依人也能自我保護)
大不了受一點傷 (昨天的傷口會變成明天的禮物)
會讓我們更漂亮 (Top girl 都要做自己的救世主)

(Top girl 都要做自己的救世主)

看吧天還是會亮會再日出
粉身碎骨 劇痛之後就能脫胎換骨
浪費時間飼養青蛙當寵物
狠下力氣自顧拯救全宇宙的動物
失戀失去一個懦弱的叛徒
快放煙火為下一次遇見英雄歡呼
沒錯 趕快穿上更美的禮服
帶上微笑 從從容容再去愛裏跳舞
你知道一定有一點辛苦 但我們的心都很堅固
結束了錯的夢不算輸 是我們值得更加幸福

愛情卷起萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲越讓人全力以赴)
我們女孩當自強 (可以小鳥依人也能自我保護)
大不了受一點傷 (昨天的傷口會變成明天的禮物)
會讓我們更漂亮 (Top girl 都要做自己的救世主)
誰怕愛情萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲更讓人義無反顧)
我們女孩當自強 (是最勇敢堅強也最溫柔賢淑)
不用誰施捨陽光 (好的壞的都是生活不是包袱)
我們自己是太陽 (TOP GIRL就要做自己的救世主)

T-O-P WANNA TOPGIRL
EVERYBODY SAY
T-O-P WANNA TOPGIRL

誰怕愛情萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲更讓人義無反顧)
我們女孩當自強 (是最勇敢堅強也最溫柔賢淑)
不用誰施捨陽光 (好的壞的都是生活不是包袱)
我們自己是太陽 (TOP GIRL就要做自己的救世主)

collecting dust period

haih, next monday results coming out ad, damn scary .. but the scarier part is not that.. is now, what am i doing at home everyday is enough to scare the lion away (dunno what am i saying also) .. OMG, the symptons of becoming insane is showing.. sobs everyday wake up watch drama eat bath sleep again, dinner watch drama n sleep.. everyday like waiting for time to pass only.. daddy ask me go to his working place to issue receipt but no pay and is just as boring as staying at home.. arhhhh what can i do .. no no according to moral dunno what theory ad is what SHOULD i do .. haih lets hope i dun die becos of this..

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here some details bout my .4 frens

xiu bao - she's friendly and quite talkative... she's from langkawi
penny - penny n xiu bao always fight with laughter.. always for stupid reasons.. penny is very cute also.. she's from johor..
leeyun n hooiteng - well both of them always talk bout guys n i dun know them well
abigail - well she can say friendly but others dun think so and they say she's a 'c--k model' ..
visha - she used to crack a lot of jokes with me n ching yee and ya is liddat..
ching yee - well she's been sitting besides me since the 1st day.. i really enjoy for company, u make study easier n happier .. haha v have quite some jokes during class
william - ppl calls him a moron and he's quite sacastic n likes to annoy ppl with tons of question, from terengganu
ying choong - the dvd man with lots of faul language in his head
wei weng - the assless 'pa hun kia' haha
anil - quite a good guy i guess
nara - he has a very brilliant mind and very healthy as he walks ALOT
jennifer - she has a very high amplitude n pitch ..
josephine- the shorty boxer .. haha rmb to wear high heels so that ppl can c u when u r shouting behind a car..
matthew - the dirty face swimmer
bowie - a 20 year old KID with an interest in playing cards only
kah hui - the polar bear with extremely good skils in basketball and badminton, from johor i think
a fei- jokes supplier, he brings tons of laughter to us, from banting
michelle - sleeping queen, she can sleep almost everywhr
yang cher- he always late to class n claims that i'm his sis, oh well who call both of us also lim.. from gurun kedah, my hometown i'll go n find u during CNY
janet - the 'snap queen', always slower than every1.. from kuantan
vicki - a funny girl with good intention on her mind
weili - a pro badminton player with funny expression n tends to slap herself very hard on the face .. from terengganu
tzesin- known as the ballet girl, she gas grateful move but not when she laughs
siok kim- she actually the only one that is suitable for the age of 18
junloong- he's one of our zi mui gang.. well but now zi mui with ballet only... haha

'the last supper'

yest was the last day of my foundation.. after acc exam every1 start to worry and ask how much is the cost of supplementary exam ar??? aiks i dun think they need to worry bcos i dun think so many of them will fail la.. after that michelle suggest v go to take a break for lunch, after lunch most of us sit at a place where there is sofa to 'study moral' actually is just crapping.. well moral is 1.30 hrs but most of us use less than half an hour to finish it.. then v wait for the signal to go out together.. well i went toilet and i c most of them is goin out ad.. swt .. after that, as usual gather again and wait for others .. and so v went carefour to get the food and went straight to matt's house for bbq.. the rain wont stop and every1 is getting so hungry that spaghetti and pizza finish is less than 5 mins.. and b4 the food comes i think sort of hungry until crazy ad .. the people around the table starting to crap and laugh crazily, when i say crazily i mean it.. haha and so the fun part of the bbq is every1 sitting around one small fire and burn their food.. yang cher n ying choong try to train n become ramli burger seller to earned the supplementary exam fees..

well finally the bbq ends with laughter n v can even talk n laugh louder than the rain *proud* haha..

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From left: Me, Vicki (panda) and Janet ( Snap Queen)
Me and vicki... both doing funny face
Me and Ching yee.. we been sitting together since the 1st day.. i'll miss you...
Ching yee, penny and me.. (without specs) panda say i look
funny with this face .. did i??
Officially presents the girls is black (GIB) haha ..
From left: Kumar's angel (penny), Killer Panda(vicki), ching yee, Me
(xiao xiao), and Weili (crazyfella)


Today is the last day of my foundation.. so fast one year had past and now on the last day of the tutorial some of us somehow stay in the class and took some pictures.. haha quite happy with it.. one of the pic is not on that day as u see cos the clothing are diff.. today got presentation, so have to wear formal and v.. the girls in black proudly present to you the pictures.. haha

R.I.P

my grandpa just pass away on the 1.03am, 11/11/2008 , very easy to rmb hor.. aiks at 1st din feel very sad cos i think got some mental preparation ad.. leave kl at 5am reach thr around 10am.. reach thr and saw a few relatives thr already.. went in the room to c my grandpa.. lying on the bed so peacefully.. i'm happy but i still cried.. the tears just flowing out from my eyes without control.. my grandpa had just pass away .. even now when i think of him, the tears still will store in the eyes but i'm glad that i still can control it.. monday nite after receiving the news din sleep much and prepare to leave pick up my cousin on the way .. tuesday nite sleep at 3am cos need to stay awake to make sure that nobody broke into the hse after 3am my cousin's turn.. wed nite din sleep at all, saw some very very weird stuff at 4.30am .. one A Pak come out and wash car and after that watch tv news.. so morning the ceremony starts at 10 and finish around 2 something.. watched my grandpa's coffin went in to the burning chamber.. tat moment very very sad but din cry, hehe .. sunday nite my parents will be going back and monday nite they will br coming back .. my grandma will be coming to kl and stay here for one week .. aiks still rmb the last word i say to my gong gong is .. gong .. wo men hui qu la...

anonymous

haih.. its been like 2 or 3 years .. Mr. A still ask me the same question today.. "will u ??" Am i that good that one guy has to sacrifice 2 or 3 years hoping that i'll accept him again.. But now the strange part is when he ask me n try to convince me.. i got a feeling that i shud give him another chance, not tat i want to but i shud.. cos i feel that last time the relationship shouldn't count as one because v dun even qualify as a couple.. so this strange feeling wants me to give him wat he has miss out for all these years .. OMG wats wrong with me?

I promise myself i duwan to start a relationship until i'm quite confidence that it will last but now y wanna consider giving chance to a person that most probably will go to US next year while i'm leaving for UK? isn't strange?

Am i worthy to wait for so many years, i doubt it..