Memory Lane

Hehe the first thing that i did when i came back from UK is.. Meet up with kw, jian and ju, quite happy to see them again, seems to me they din change a lot since i last met them. I wish time would rewind and i could repeat my high school years again but i know it is not possible, but the memories will always stays with me forever. I consider myself as quite a lucky person, I've met quite some different people in this 20 years and some really gives me some incredible memories.

Looking back to primary school times, my first tuition mates are still in touch until now and i miss the times when we will all sit in the class and joke with Hazman, miss you guys hope we can meet again real soon. Then my primary school mates, although we are not very close but it is still nice to have at least a gathering each year to keep track of everybody's life. Moving on to secondary school, my secondary school can be divided into 2 parts, that is high school (F4, F5) and Middle school (F1, F2, F3). In Middle school, I've met some really interesting friends that teach me a lot things, and show me the real world outside my parent's protection. You can say that it might be my rebellious years because i really tried a lot of stuff back then, but hey it turns out i am a good girl.. hehe

Ok, now in High School. I made my decision to drop Bio and take Account after 3 months of pure science class. Well my life experience could be different if i continue to study Bio in that class but life is about making choices right, when you made the decision you will have to live with it, no regrets.. I change to a sub-science class and met these bunch of crazy friends, to tell you the truth i think that two years is the best time of my life till now. No academic pressure, what is stress anyway, by that time i don't really care about anything the only thing i know back then is PLAY and have FUN.. Met my best friend then, well for all these years she is the first one who can really understand me and i really glad that i met her.. My life had change a lot since then, I've become more playful, talkative and cheerful.. Thanks to you guys, my life has change to be more colorful..

Then, i come to Taylors to further my study in Business Foundation. To tell you the truth, the first day of school is quite intimidating for me, but life moves on and I've bond quite well with my classmates. Group 4, we are the best, we are the Future Billionaire and no one can replace us!! Oh well I had some great moments with them, YED day and redang trip was incredible. Although is just one year i think it is not short to me and we really fully utilized it, no regrets!!

When I've further moved on to year one of Accounting and Finance in UWE, again I've meet some great classmates. Our year one course is just 6 months, very short huh.. In the first few months i feel quite lonely, but later on somehow i started to mix with them more and we really click. Having badminton every Tuesday really helps to bond us more, and having lunch together too.. Study for finals and helping each other to strike for first class, the memories are just too great to be forgotten. Further on, I went to UK to study alone.. Come to think of it, i always start a new journey alone and it all went well i guess I'm just a very lucky person. In UK, I've met some nice friends mostly are my seniors, they really help me a lot, they can guide me when i have problems and they will also bring fun to me..

The friends I've met and accompany me with different journeys.. All of you, yes those of you that read my blog even though i seldom post anything up and those who will always remember me and those who wants to share their great moments with me.. I love you guys!! Here i dedicate this lovely songs to you guys, my favorite band ever.. Westlife- Reach Out .. Remember I will always be there for you just like you will always be there for me when i need you..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwVLF7RfuNM

Exam

hey guys, i guess i'm sort of stuck with this 'a post per month' thingy which i tend to only post once a month.. haha paiseh ar, but better than din post anything rite.. hehe

So exam is tmr, for the 1st time i'm having exam outside on my own. The feeling is quite different you know. Last time every night before my exam i feel so calm having dinner with my family, watch some tv and go up have a last glimpse of the notes. Now, i'm alone it feels so scary maybe because i dun feel the family warmness that gives me support and maybe i'm just nervous for exam. For 20 yrs of my life i've never study so hard, dun mention everyday study in library for at least 5 hrs.. for god sake i've never study in a library b4!! haha ironic ya, how much environment can change a person.

well things r still quite dull here, i'm looking forward to my parents n my bro arrival on 6 of June, we will have a nice trip here and then; when i'm back to Malaysia, Windy Waikit and Val we will have a good time in Miri.. Yeah !! and i'll start my internship until its almost time for me to come back again..

Ohya after the exam we will have a paintball game .. Wee hope it will be nice, till then i shall work hard for the examsss..

Ciaoz

Random updates..

Okay so most of u guys knew that i had some 'story' haha, thanks to hh's stupid skype date we actually get to bond again.. well it gets me thinking for a while.. single or double, is it better to be with with a. somebody u like but he/she dun like u ? b. somebody who like u, but u like like him/her. and ofcos everybody wants c. both of u likes each other. Somehow for me, it's a bit complicated so i decided that i will keep looking for c. 1stly i cant bear liking someone else who doesn't like me, and 2ndly i dun think i'll accept option b. its too selfish.. so yeah, i guess i'll still be staying single for a while.. hehe

Exams coming, tat day i spoke with some frens, and unintentionally i mentioned that "stress ar, wanna get 1st class", whoa i really do care alot about results now huh?? i still rmb those time whr i dun give a damn about results and exam.. hmm i miss those time, everyday so relax.. Now have a lot of time in library revisioning.. Yaya i know 1st class is like a dream for a few subjects, so at least give me a 2:1, for the effort?? haha

ohya, i went Paris for almost a week, sincerely speaking.. i dun see why they call it the romantic city?? maybe the lights r too dim, so you feel romantic in the streets.. or maybe the lights are too dim u can do a lot of things *ehem ehem u guys use ur imagination la.. haha nevertheless, i gain some nice frens and accompanies in this trip.. jinyu jing chawyee jarik applelim sean grace neoh thecouple and also my beloved WANTAN.. haha i miss u guys!! hope to see u all soon..

okla nth much to post d, stay tune for more news?? i couldn't say it is interesting cuz i dunno wat is waiting for me in the future.. but yet i shall brace myself and accept anything that will happen.. muahahaha

Ciaoz...

20th Birthday

Hmm i can say is quite dull here, as nobody is here. Well at least that night milk n tse wei came over to have a mini celebration with me. Some frens actually call and text me.. Not bad not bad, but honestly i wasn't very happy but well i din bother.. Until just now i went to check my mail box and guess wat i saw ??

UWE sent me my paycheck and wt's card. Well at least i got a present from UWE (btw i got 56pounds, not bad huh??) wt card really surprise me alot, she really took the effort to give me a surprise.. WAN TENG !!! Thank you very much, i like the card alot, cos is special and unique.. there will be only one in this world and it belongs to me, for that i'm very grateful.

You see gifts are not about the price, is about the sincerity.. wt ur bday i promise i'll giv u a really big surprise !!! Muahahaha..

Ciaoz

Time~~

hmm i stayed up all night watching movie and drama, is it fun?? well hell ya comparing staying up to do assignment. Plz allowed me just this once to do something foolish, my life has always been doing the right thing and making the right choice, so sometimes i like to do something foolish to remind me that i can still bend or break the rules.. hehe

Time flies, i can still remember the first day i reached UK quite innocent you can say, just by the look of my face u can tell that i'm lost for quite a while.. haha now its almost finals and wtf i've been here alone for like 6 months ad.. wow is really very fast and the next thing u know, i'm flying back to m'sia for summer break and most probably doing an internship somewhere. Well life here wasn't easy but is not hard either, just imagine you have to come back to your room alone compare to your warm house. No one nagging you, no one to ask 'mii what to eat today..' and no one to fight with. In a conclusion life is quite dull here, well u learn how to cook and at the same time learn how to skip meals as well (bcoz too lazy to cook). 

LOL i still rmb i used to complain some of the dishes my mom cook sucks, now when i cook myself i really know that cooking isn't easy. Hmm had some bad times here but also some good ones as life is not perfect, when you receive something good the bad ones will come to balance it off (tats my believe only, ofcos). I'd met some nice frens here which broaden my eyesight, pity they are all my seniors, it would be nice to hang out with them more.. I kinda miss my all my frens back in m'sia, how to say, erm they suit me more.. haha i'm going to find my high skol frens. primary skol frens (some closer ones), secondary skol frens, foundation frens, year one frens and also dun forget miss low tuition gang.. haha i need to find so many people dunno got enaf time anot, cos i need to work some more..

Aiks i duwan to waste my youth just like this, as we all know it by heart, once you step out to the society you wont be the same anymore or in other words you CANT be the same... pity my seniors that wanna find jobs already, they must have been in so much stress!! These few days we had some nice skype conversation with a few of my closer frens, it was nice to hear their voice after so long and i think hh say will keep that conversation box so that we can chat with each other more often.. Later on i'll need to clean myself up and get ready for the UKEC fair in UCL London, get ready to promote myself in order to get an internship. Preparing myself for the event, gaining back all the confidence in order to attract them.. Wish me luck in getting an intern or some internsss .. haha dun be greedy one is better than nth..

okay to be honest, i have some stories going on.. since Mr. M i seems to have some firewall against those people that suddenly treat me very good. I know you guys would say that i'm over sensitive but this is my way of protecting myself. Anyway my plan is AVOID haha just try to avoid as much as i can and eventually he will give up (well tats wat i hope). I felt so sorry for the guy for i dun have feelings for him and i dont wish to waste his time, so i think this is best of the both of us.  Lastly, my bday is almost here, i hereby wanna pre-wish my 1st bday wish that is 'hope u guys will still experience the "Life is full of surprise" tag line i used for years' cos when life is dull, it will not compile and add on to a colourful album. 

Ciaoz

Library nights again..

Lol this is another sleepless night in library again.. Previously i spend around 4 to 5 days in library completing FA assignment. Now, is time for Law assignment... Well the due date is not very near yet, but i wanna to to Birmingham to watch Yonex All England Championship, so have to finish it earlier. 

I'm here in the library, but dun really have any mood to start doing it. So i thought i shud post something here since it had been quite some time. Today i looked at some of the people's blog, noticed that they had changed alot since secondary skol. Surprisingly, i feel the same as well, maybe i'm changing as well. I really appreciate the last trip together with kit, harrison and kw. You are right, this trip capture all our last innocence in the picture. We might not feel the same anymore in our next trip, thank you for the trip. 

Sometimes, i really hope i can stay the same, retain the childishness and happiness from secondary skol. But as you see, people change, the environment especially will make you change. CHANGE is a scary thing, there is a law that state if there is one thing that wont change, then it is 'change' itself. Haha funny rite but is quite true. I miss the time we did volunteering work together, it was very tiring but it was very enjoyable as well !! Gathering in somebody's hse was fun also, but kit they all joking around. 

Hmm, seems like time pass so fast, can i not work after i graduate? now i really understand why my parents said study time is the best. Once you start to work, your life will be very different, because you have more responsibilities and also WORRIES.. ok la i need to get back to work d.. 

Ciaoz

CNY

Hmm its been some time since i last post, well finally i have something very wonderful to share with u guys. I had quite a nice CNY here in UK.. EAT EAT EAT, LOL.. Friday night is MSA night in Shanghai Night, so imagine a place with unlimited food (buffet) who can tahan?? 'plus i din eat breakfast and lunch for that day' haha.. The off to Java for some drinks and dance, like the usual thing to do here d, after dinner must go for a drink.. This bad habit must change.

Saturday, as usual din makan at all, there is 31 of us so there is 3 tables with the 10 dishes set dinner.. The total bill is so amazing 641.85 POUNDS haha i think tats around  3 443.33854 Malaysian ringgits 'lol tats what google convert for me' Haha so nice hor the figure.. One night spend so much, crazy d.. Then tonight very good din go club, instead we went casino !! Lol, won 2pounds from the machine, enough to cover my bus ride home.. haha 

Sunday, woke up 8.30am and went to kakak Jean's place and started to prepare all the FOOD again.. haha our CNY revolves around food only, yeap it tooks us 3 hours plus to prepare all the stuff (u know la amateurs ma) .. Finally at 12.30pm we MAKAN !! so happy.. hehe keep and clean all the stufff, went back at 2 something can took a nap. At night we had a steamboat party at Kakak Michelle's place, it was nice and after that the usual practice came up, blast music in the living area (also the kitchen) and some play cards.. hehe then all of us went back at 10 something.

Okay finish all the fun part, so happened my audit assignment is due on monday 15 Feb, from above u can see that i'm busy celebrating, hehe.. Now behind the scenes story, every night i came back need to do assignment so this few days i practically din sleep more than 17 hours i think.. and for those who knows me very well, I'm a PIG i need a lot of sleeps.. so today, i'm practically half conscious throughout the whole day and i skip badminton cause i feel like a bit dizzy after i tahan until the last class which is 4.30.. monday class is 8.30 to 4.30 ofcos in between got break but not long enaf to sleep.. haih finally went back took a nap for 3 hours and wake up do tax assignment cos tmr got meeting and FA tutorials..

So here i am posting  about this few crazy days i've been through. Is nice but the assignment ruin it all.. I HATE AUDIT... babi punya module.. 

p/s: if Michelle and Jean knows i put them KAKAK they will kill me for sure.. so Shhhh dun tell them. and happy CNY for all my readers.. hehe Ching yee, kw, hh, harrison.. i think four of u are the constant one..

Ciaoz