It's Been A While~

Hmm, lately been quite busy studying and doing assignments so don't really have time to update this blog.. Well to tell the truth i dont have much interesting stuff to update also, as life had been boring and repetitive.. The only new thing is that i'm going to graduate soon and got a bf.. hehe I'm so freaking sure that i'll miss this university life (relax and chill, have fun and travel.. only hate assignment due period and exam period, Haha)

I'm 21 this year and my plan is to study ACCA for another then only go and find a job and work.. By that time i'm just 22, sometimes i feel like continue study for the rest of my life so that i can enjoy for a longer time, but i know this is quite impossible.. Working will be a new chapter in my life for sure, so i must complete this chapter (studying) with as much fun and laughter as possible because i knew i'm going to need it to remind me the good times that i had and i hope it will get me through the hard times in the coming futures.. hehe

Struggling to get 1st class on my final exam, dont want to disappoint my parents and also myself as they spend lotsss of money sending me here for a better education and learn much experience living in overseas.. I know i'm not stupid, so i just need to work this lazy ass and study more.. and hopefully i can do it, i believe that if I tried my best; my parents will be satisfied and i will have no regrets for the rest of my life..

okay.. gonna sleep now, nights to me; morning to those of you who r in Malaysia.. Good luck to those who r having exams too..

Ciaoz

中间~

为什么要执著于寻找你爱的人，而不把机会让给爱自己的人呢？

是应该改变观念了，或许感情是可以培养出来的...

updates

Aiks seems like very long didn't post anything here.. Haha blame the assignments because i seriously don't feel like typing anymore after typing so many words for the assignments.. hehe well life has begun to bored me again, nth special happen lately. Except that today i had a looonnggg chat with hh cos both of us just have too many minutes to waste, and a small chat with kw.. I miss the time when v can always hang out and "blow water" together.. lol

Well both of them reminds me that i just have around 5 months of uni life left, aiks i will seriously miss the time in Uni, especially in UK cos it's just so relax and fun~ Planning to study ACCA, conquer the last 5 papers and hopefully get a job then.. Hmm why must time passes so fast?? I wish i could just stay in my high school life and enjoy life to the most!!

I also figured out that i hardly keep in touch with all my friends in Malaysia anymore, the last summer break i went back was 80% of the time doing work while just 20% of the time to spend with others (plus u know that i'm lazy, so the 20% will have to take of 10% for sleeping and lazying around time.. LOL) Shit man, i sure hope u guys don't forget me, sobs~

Alrite i'll stop here, time to sleep~

Ciaoz and nitez

Lesson Learn

"Never to expect anything from anyone for free"

Damn the people that made me learn this, where did all the good people went? Hmm maybe die of extinction. Aiks, Selfish is what i must learn, from now on; don't expect me to tell you anything since you never did.

I hate people keeping things from me, c'mon even if you want to surprise people you do it secretly but you just manage to pissed me off. Great !

Imma going to play boxing with my xbox kinect to release my anger.. Whee~

Ciaoz

Finally ~

Hehe i know i've been quite lazy for some time, but don't blame me for not updating my blog ok cuz i really dun have anything to blog about.

As you know, this is my final year and there are so many things that i need to handle !!

1. STUDY (ofcos rite!!!)

2. JOB ( if i can get one, just got rejected from PWC Ireland, sobs)

3. Malaysian Society ( this is causing super alot of problem and takes up alot of my time and energy)

4. Some other relationship problems.. Hmm this can just leave it aside 1st

Life really will get harder as you grow older huh.. Why can't we enjoy life like we used to? To hell with all these problems!! now i miss Bon Jovi's song "It's My Life":

~It's my life

It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever

I just wanna live while I'm alive ~

Well i'm going to practice this more often!! Yeah and make myself more happy while i still can enjoy the luxury of studying.. hehe

Hmm y r overseas jobs so hard to get?? With all the crazy shit application form to fill it and so many stage to pass until you can even get an interview.. What's wrong with the economy? Why they need to make it so hard for people to get a job and increase the unemployment rate?

Another thing is about my relationship.. Hmm is not getting any better.. The perfect song that can describe my situation now is 爱我的人和我爱的人:

爱我的人为我痴心不悔

我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲

在乎的人始终不对

谁对谁不必虚伪

爱我的人为我付出一切

我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎

爱与被爱同样受罪

为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Haha ok la maybe not that dramatic but is something liddat la LOL.. hehe

Ok la update until here la.. hehe

Ciaoz

I'm Back!!

Haha people i'm back in UK, this also means that i'll continue my Monthly Post in my blog.. LOL

You know sometimes life has a lot of questions that just cant be answered.. Hmm that bothers me a lot in these few days, damn that feeling man.. 如果可以i wish i dont need to feel that anymore, i wish all of the questions and problems can just solved itself..

I wish i can be very brave and just go and face the problem, but no, in fact i'm avoiding it (actually is running away from it) .. When did i turn into this?? How i wish all these problems does not exist and today someone in somewhere reminds me of something that happen quite some time ago.

I have tons of questions but NO answer at all.. WTF is this man?? i think i'm better off just be a nerd and focus on my final year study, it might make my life better and less complicated.. You know what people just like to mess up your calm and peaceful life you know.. Damn those people and please stay away from me cuz i'm so fed up and giving up making up to it anymore !!

oh.. i feel better now, just randomly express all my feelings out in this post.. hehe

Ciaoz..

updates

Some of you guys who know me well might know that i'm not actually those people who are very sentimental and stuff like that. Well coming back to M'sia, makes me think a lot these days. I've been busy working but other than that i didn't really do much, every weekends just rot in the house and rest.. Hmm the strange thing is I MISS UK life, the question is why? I've sort out of a few possibilities:

1. I din really get to meet much people since i came back, practically just 4 people .. (harri-once, juvy-once, jian-twice, kw-consider twice, Val, wk, tian hao, windy, chi-wynn and vivian) .. super sad case

2. Is it that i'm just too lazy to bother anything else ? or you cant say ignorant..

3. Is it because i'm too busy working ? that takes 5 out of 7 days each week?

4, and the last question i ask myself.. Do i have the heart to make all the things happen?

Somehow i find myself being very lazy and ignorant these days.. cant take up the initiative to contact my frens and to patch things up again. I miss UK because the life there is very straight forward, study and stay alive. Haih, wat shud i do? i'm so lazy to update the blog cos there is really nth much to update about my life. just work work work and rest rest rest.. Well at least i bought quite some stuff ..

Nikon D3000 and Lowepro Versapack 200 AW

A pair of Adidas shoes and a pair of new sunglasses.. Aiks leaving M'sia soon (20 Sept) hope to get something out of these 5 weeks..

gotta sleep, tmr need to work.. nitez

Ciaoz