Confusion ??

I've always thought that helping friends are very good. Somehow, i feel regret now....

I'd met a few new frens here and sincerely and seriously speaking.. I dun feel like this bunch of us can really make up a nice group of frens. Each of of us is so different, but yet we are still together somehow because there is only a FEW of us. Yes, very pity i know. Some1 wanna come UK to study together with me? hope so..

Well, they are starting to get to my nerve lately. I had to admit although i'm not those person with EQ 200 or watever, but my patience are quite high level compared to others. I guess my closer frens will know that i dun like ppl who are not time-conscious. These people, dun even have a tiny bit of it in them, well tats tolerable, after all this is common. Next big issue about them is lack of responsibility. I mean c'mon u r living so freaking far away from home, i think u at least will know that u need to take care of ur studies. YET, all they know is complain.. WTF, like the words that come out from ur mouth can help??

THEN, nvm this cont with unstoppable praising about UNISA course, c'mon u r studying in UWE so plz stop whining and start to do something for ur future. If unisa are that good, y u come to uwe in the 1st place? u got some kind of sickness izzit?? okay, about m'sia.. like i said, if u wanna go back, just GO.. like i care, i dun give a shit.. STOP complaining about UK education style, because our education style are originated from here.. i dun see wats the diff?? Buck up people, tats nth like spoon feeding here, u need to learn urself, isnt tat very clear after a semester?? or r u blind or deaf? 

Finally, plz learn to take care of urself. Take the bus and dun sleep, dun expect everybody will be so good to wake u up, PLUS i dun think they even know where u wanna go. I doubt u too.. How long had u came, can u guys at least know the roads, plan ur own trip, and stop depending others to do all the stuff for you. What u do is take for granted, not even a nice 'thank you'.. After some serious consideration, i've decided to not compromise with them anymore, i gotta go my own way and do my own stuff.. I wont waste my time and effort for these people who dun deserve it..

my dear readers.. any support will be very nice.. hehe

01.01.10

Today is the first day in a new year. Well as usual yesterday i went out to countdown, unlike the previous years, this time i went to a club to countdown. As you can probably imagine, is super full inside but it was fun!! haha.. I went with the seniors, sito jean suetling and her sis and suetling's bf.. Have a pre drinking session in suetling's place lol almost KO thr cos din really eat b4 i drink, but after i puke a lil bit out, then ok d.. hehe so happy(high) la that time

Then when into oceana, (lucky honping is in between us, so the guard din really check on him and let him in) btw, oceana dun let ppl wear sport shoe in wan, very weird.. haha we dance lor then very tired d go sit down and we drink WATER only le.. hehe see i'm so guai, din drink alcohol le.. Oh ya around 2am plus, starting got alot of crazy guys come kacau d, haih lucky got suetling's bf thr.. but the conversation is funny.. it starts with:

the guy: I like chinese girls...

Me: I dun like You !!!

Haha funny rite, but the guy still coming abit scary cos he's very strong.. but like i say lucky got honping.. hehe tqtq very much ya..

Around 3am plus we went back d, cos all of them r tired.. yep reach home take a bath n chat with my bro while waiting for my hair to dry.. but in the end i cannot tahan, the hair haven all dry yet, i go sleep d, dun care !! hehe

tats all about it.. today i wake up arounf 2.30pm, i sleep for 9 hours plus only dun consider as pig kua??

hehe .. Happy New Year !!

winter break

hmm i think it had been some time since i last update my blog. Oh well, lets write some updates about myself for those who care.. hehe on 17 of dec i went to Milan with milo, tse wei, hehui, melissa and milk, ohya we went to venice also but one day trip only lor.. hehe the temperature thr always stay around -5, so damn cold and yet we insist that we want to eat gelato (ice cream) everyday. But, seriously is very nice!!! It snows heavily on the day that we were suppose to catch our plane back to Bristol. Guess wat, we waited for the shuttle bus for 2.30 hours and hopped on to it. When we reach the Malpensa airport, we saw alot of people sitting on the floor and also alot of ppl queuing up at the check-in desk (before that we ad know that our flight had been cancelled, thx to my iphone.. hehe) Then slowly we start to line up also to ask for any solution, waited for another 1 or 2 hours or so, finally is our turn.

Know wat, the fella tell us the fastest we can go back is after Christmas (today is just 21dec). Then we decided to ask for help from parents, luckily milk's aunt help us found another plane tmr morning that still has places, so we went to another terminal (a nicer wan, for bigger planes) and overnight thr, this is my first time sleep on the floor in a public area. Haha i tell u, when u r so damn tired, u wont care where u sleep.. finally we caught the plane and reach london and took the megabus home. 

Rest for one day, yeah on 24dec we took a 6 something bus to london, we plan to stay thr for christmas and boxing day. It was quite boring thr, but still better than nth to do rite.. haha boxing day was killing. So many ppl lining up in front of harrods and we went zara instead. Brought one shirt for myself, it was cheap 10pounds how much can u still ask for?? then next stop body shop, brought a travel kit (inside of lotion n shower gel) so next time travel can bring d, and it costs only 3.50.. rush to burberry and wait for it to open, hmm wants to buy one polo shirt, after get permission from mommy my shirt got no size d!!! so sad, haih got money also no use ar 51pound i wanna buy also dun have.. sobs

Went back that nite and eat up the leftover cupnoodles.. haha so sad, we only eat cupnoodles on christmas cos no shops open.. the next nite we cook bak kut teh at tse wei's place, hmm it tastes not bad, next time shud cook again.. hehe 

i think tats all about my recent updates, need to start study and do assignment d lor.. today i sit infront of the comp for almost 5hrs just the complete the excel part of the starting of the assignment.. die d.. haih need to complete my CV also le.. so many things to do, yet so little time. Dun care tmr must go town watch Sherlock Hommes.. hehe 

Ohya everyone still have some MILAN INFECTION and GELATO INFECTION form italy.. 

'castello' 'restorante' 'bliglietto' 'toillette' 'centralle de milano' haha.. so funny and we miss gelato !!!

Ciaoz 

12.12

hmm wrote this on yesterday nite but stupid blogspot dun let me post this...

today is 12 of dec, sometimes i'll wonder if we are still together how will it be now?? its been like 3 years since that day and alot had happened. Not something to be proud of, but it is a valuable experience to me. If i know we will come to this place and study together, will i still make the same decision? i'm not sure but at least i know since then i haven really put any effort into relationship. Especially wat happen a few months later.. 

I've learned alot during this 2 years, single can be very fun but also can be very sad. When i'm taking the train back to Bristol, i'm so tired because the feeling of someone to rely on is gone. Well cant say i regret, but sure it will be nice to have somebody to take care of you. Somehow when i first came here, alone, only realise that for these 2 years whenever i feel lonely i can still find him or her. But it is so diff here, so near yet so far. We are in the same country but still quite far apart. Will i ever find someone i like again, i dunno but at least i hope he does and the relationship will be successful. Hope he finds someone who knows how to be a girlfriend.. 

Business Simulation

Yep it happen again, when things are going well and suddenly there will be a thing to pull me back down.. Well i understand that, but WHY WHY this time have to be my assignment?? 20% is freaking too much for me to bear!! I feel like killing people now, well can say is my mistake, i shudn't let them check the the touch, and damn i shudn't even let them know the freaking ID and password. Now, everything is gone.. emergency loan of 3mil, where in the hell that i'm gonna find money to repay that. The brand is not good ad, plus this stupid loan.. 

Ahhh!!!! !@%@#%#@^%$!&^$!#^!# .. Damn it...

Halloween

Know what I actually did quite a lot of things on tat day. Amazing rite, what can a person do in just 24 hours. In this post, I’ll share with you about what I did. We gather at 4.30am to hop on a 5am bus to Nottingham, to be honest in the badminton game I’m really pissed off. Shud have win the 1^st round if I take care of my body better I shud be able to win her, but anyhow I lose and I went to find wanteng. Jinwye’s bro took us around and show us how to get to the city, but b4 tat we had some nasi lemak in the Portland complex. Well we hang around together that day, and hh like “pai ka” a bit so he walks very slow, hehe it was a tiring day but I dun regret it cos I get to meet them.

Bus leaves at 6pm and reach home around 8.30pm, came back and took a bath went to suet ling’s place to look at wat they r preparing for the party. Din plan to put any make up cos I nvr like to put also.. haha but in the end when I wanna leave melissa drag me back again and suet ling put eye  shadow n mascara on me..  to be honest, I’m quite nervous when her hands are on my face especially EYE.. haha then went to ZEN with James, the cab driver who took us thr mention tat he’s going to m’sia the next day so we wrote him some nice places to visit. Hmm went there and becos sito they all not here yet, so we started to drink. The shots got very nice container like test tubes (for picture look at my fb) so each of us took 6 shots .. although is just 14% but still abit too much, haha din care so much and watch some show. I think 10 mins later we had one redbull+vodka mixer and smitoff ice (dunno how to spell). Okay after that a bit dizzy, haha text sito to come quickly, mean while I hang with milo, tse wei and sin yee to cool down abit..

When sito came they drag me here and there, omg tat time super dizzy ad still need to walk here walk there lucky they got use one hand to support me.. hehe I think around 2 to 3am one of the guys brought us chivas shot, lol I think I dun feel anything but sito they all a bit dizzy ad.. haha rest abit and cont. around 3.30 we decide to go home and waited for the cab like half an hour. Is freaking cold out there!! Ohya btw I jump queue when I go into the club, cos the fren (the one from shanghai knight) brought us in.. hehe lucky me. Went home bath, eat a bit so around 5am only sleep.

Tats the story in 24hrs, damn nice rite but I can tell you is killing dun do this too often. Haha and I think Milo and some yr 3 guys r drunk on tat nite,  is funny to watch them and a bit scary also but not as scary as those ppl who really make up for the Halloween party. For more pictures plz look at my fb..

Ciaoz..

Current Lifestyle

Hey, sorry for not blogging for such a long time. Not completely my fault though, cos life is pretty dry here nothing much to talk about. I even start to doubt my display name "life is full of surprise" haih. Back in M'sia i really enjoy life to the fullest but here is just so boring, especially during weekends. There's no other night entertainment here except clubbing and drinking, this just get uninteresting as time goes by. Really hope i can get more stuff to do in the future, since i cant get better part time job relating to my field of studies then i might as well consider volunteering. Well at least i can live my life more meaningfully.

Before i come here, i always thought that the problems will be homesick and culture shock. But now my major problem is the lifestyle, i feel so lazy here with nothing to do most of the time sometimes i can just space out doing nothing for an hour. I think i need a serious planning about my life here and how to live it to the fullest, weekdays are normal because pack with studies the only thing will be weekends. I started to join my Christian activities to fill up my time, i feel so disappointed about my life now..

Anybody has any idea to help me with it?

Ciaoz