Friendship ~

Recently some things had happen that causes a friendship bond to break. Well although the friendship wasn't a long one but is the new friend that u made in a new place. We stay under the same roof, travel around Europe together, overall had a lot of good times together.
It is so sad to lose a friend over money matters. It's not like we are very poor since our parents can afford our overseas education. Just because of a few thousand bucks you lose a couple of friends and most importantly the trust of people to you.
Was it worth it? You know that we won't have that kind of trust to you anymore and most probably others too, Because we won't let our friends face the problem that we faced.
Well I can't blame all the problem on you, because you are just following what your mom told you to do. But what I can't accept is that you didn't do anything and just plainly follow despite you know is not right.
Hmm well is just too sad to lose a friend in this way. Now I finally understand why people say 'talk money hurt feelings' ..

Ciaoz

Life~

Hmm it's been so long since I last post, well I actually dun have much things to update since my life is so bored. But now, smth big has happen! I guess is another obstacle that I have to break thru in order to learn my lesson in life.

Well the story is as follow:
I have a friend, A which has moved into a place with me and two other friends but now A suddenly decides to go other place to study and leave us. Well the problems are as follow:
1) A still have half a yr rent to pay and feels that has no obligation to pay
2) V can't do anything legally also because the contract is under the 3 of us but A is not in it ( reason being: A is not a student and wants to avoid paying tax so A ask us to help)
3) If A doesn't pay it's part, v will need to pay extra £600 each which is quite a lot

So what can I do?? In the first place A is the one that ask us to moved into a house so that A can avoid the tax but now A is leaving us alone with all these shit. Does this person still has its moral conscious? Responsibility? Care about other people? Or people are just selfish, only care about their own benefits? What is trust? Friendship? means anymore? Is this world that corrupted already?

I have so many question but no answer. Should I not believe I friendship anymore after the age of 21 like what hh said? Those times that v spend together means nth to A?? The thing is A has choice; Manchester offer the same thing as London, there's no saying that if no Malaysian go to the center in Manchester means it is not good this is so ridiculous. I'm so sad and confused, people always say people change thru time but y does it has to change to be more selfish? I thought I knew this person, but in the end seems like I dunno this person at all.

So in conclusion, £600 can buy me a lesson; that is never to think that you know a person bcos ppl change and in the end it is urself that will get hurt bcos of ur kindness. I have lost faith in humanity, never to trust people especially stuff regarding money.

That's all for today then. Phew complaining here sure makes me feel. better and makes me forever remember my lesson as well. Also this can also teach my fellow blog followers a lesson, hope you guys won't have to face this type of problem in the future.

Ciaoz n take care.

It's Been A While~

Hmm, lately been quite busy studying and doing assignments so don't really have time to update this blog.. Well to tell the truth i dont have much interesting stuff to update also, as life had been boring and repetitive.. The only new thing is that i'm going to graduate soon and got a bf.. hehe I'm so freaking sure that i'll miss this university life (relax and chill, have fun and travel.. only hate assignment due period and exam period, Haha)

I'm 21 this year and my plan is to study ACCA for another then only go and find a job and work.. By that time i'm just 22, sometimes i feel like continue study for the rest of my life so that i can enjoy for a longer time, but i know this is quite impossible.. Working will be a new chapter in my life for sure, so i must complete this chapter (studying) with as much fun and laughter as possible because i knew i'm going to need it to remind me the good times that i had and i hope it will get me through the hard times in the coming futures.. hehe

Struggling to get 1st class on my final exam, dont want to disappoint my parents and also myself as they spend lotsss of money sending me here for a better education and learn much experience living in overseas.. I know i'm not stupid, so i just need to work this lazy ass and study more.. and hopefully i can do it, i believe that if I tried my best; my parents will be satisfied and i will have no regrets for the rest of my life..

okay.. gonna sleep now, nights to me; morning to those of you who r in Malaysia.. Good luck to those who r having exams too..

Ciaoz

中间~

为什么要执著于寻找你爱的人，而不把机会让给爱自己的人呢？

是应该改变观念了，或许感情是可以培养出来的...

updates

Aiks seems like very long didn't post anything here.. Haha blame the assignments because i seriously don't feel like typing anymore after typing so many words for the assignments.. hehe well life has begun to bored me again, nth special happen lately. Except that today i had a looonnggg chat with hh cos both of us just have too many minutes to waste, and a small chat with kw.. I miss the time when v can always hang out and "blow water" together.. lol

Well both of them reminds me that i just have around 5 months of uni life left, aiks i will seriously miss the time in Uni, especially in UK cos it's just so relax and fun~ Planning to study ACCA, conquer the last 5 papers and hopefully get a job then.. Hmm why must time passes so fast?? I wish i could just stay in my high school life and enjoy life to the most!!

I also figured out that i hardly keep in touch with all my friends in Malaysia anymore, the last summer break i went back was 80% of the time doing work while just 20% of the time to spend with others (plus u know that i'm lazy, so the 20% will have to take of 10% for sleeping and lazying around time.. LOL) Shit man, i sure hope u guys don't forget me, sobs~

Alrite i'll stop here, time to sleep~

Ciaoz and nitez

Lesson Learn

"Never to expect anything from anyone for free"

Damn the people that made me learn this, where did all the good people went? Hmm maybe die of extinction. Aiks, Selfish is what i must learn, from now on; don't expect me to tell you anything since you never did.

I hate people keeping things from me, c'mon even if you want to surprise people you do it secretly but you just manage to pissed me off. Great !

Imma going to play boxing with my xbox kinect to release my anger.. Whee~

Ciaoz

Finally ~

Hehe i know i've been quite lazy for some time, but don't blame me for not updating my blog ok cuz i really dun have anything to blog about.

As you know, this is my final year and there are so many things that i need to handle !!

1. STUDY (ofcos rite!!!)

2. JOB ( if i can get one, just got rejected from PWC Ireland, sobs)

3. Malaysian Society ( this is causing super alot of problem and takes up alot of my time and energy)

4. Some other relationship problems.. Hmm this can just leave it aside 1st

Life really will get harder as you grow older huh.. Why can't we enjoy life like we used to? To hell with all these problems!! now i miss Bon Jovi's song "It's My Life":

~It's my life

It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever

I just wanna live while I'm alive ~

Well i'm going to practice this more often!! Yeah and make myself more happy while i still can enjoy the luxury of studying.. hehe

Hmm y r overseas jobs so hard to get?? With all the crazy shit application form to fill it and so many stage to pass until you can even get an interview.. What's wrong with the economy? Why they need to make it so hard for people to get a job and increase the unemployment rate?

Another thing is about my relationship.. Hmm is not getting any better.. The perfect song that can describe my situation now is 爱我的人和我爱的人:

爱我的人为我痴心不悔

我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲

在乎的人始终不对

谁对谁不必虚伪

爱我的人为我付出一切

我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎

爱与被爱同样受罪

为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Haha ok la maybe not that dramatic but is something liddat la LOL.. hehe

Ok la update until here la.. hehe

Ciaoz