hmm i stayed up all night watching movie and drama, is it fun?? well hell ya comparing staying up to do assignment. Plz allowed me just this once to do something foolish, my life has always been doing the right thing and making the right choice, so sometimes i like to do something foolish to remind me that i can still bend or break the rules.. hehe
Time flies, i can still remember the first day i reached UK quite innocent you can say, just by the look of my face u can tell that i'm lost for quite a while.. haha now its almost finals and wtf i've been here alone for like 6 months ad.. wow is really very fast and the next thing u know, i'm flying back to m'sia for summer break and most probably doing an internship somewhere. Well life here wasn't easy but is not hard either, just imagine you have to come back to your room alone compare to your warm house. No one nagging you, no one to ask 'mii what to eat today..' and no one to fight with. In a conclusion life is quite dull here, well u learn how to cook and at the same time learn how to skip meals as well (bcoz too lazy to cook).
LOL i still rmb i used to complain some of the dishes my mom cook sucks, now when i cook myself i really know that cooking isn't easy. Hmm had some bad times here but also some good ones as life is not perfect, when you receive something good the bad ones will come to balance it off (tats my believe only, ofcos). I'd met some nice frens here which broaden my eyesight, pity they are all my seniors, it would be nice to hang out with them more.. I kinda miss my all my frens back in m'sia, how to say, erm they suit me more.. haha i'm going to find my high skol frens. primary skol frens (some closer ones), secondary skol frens, foundation frens, year one frens and also dun forget miss low tuition gang.. haha i need to find so many people dunno got enaf time anot, cos i need to work some more..
Aiks i duwan to waste my youth just like this, as we all know it by heart, once you step out to the society you wont be the same anymore or in other words you CANT be the same... pity my seniors that wanna find jobs already, they must have been in so much stress!! These few days we had some nice skype conversation with a few of my closer frens, it was nice to hear their voice after so long and i think hh say will keep that conversation box so that we can chat with each other more often.. Later on i'll need to clean myself up and get ready for the UKEC fair in UCL London, get ready to promote myself in order to get an internship. Preparing myself for the event, gaining back all the confidence in order to attract them.. Wish me luck in getting an intern or some internsss .. haha dun be greedy one is better than nth..
okay to be honest, i have some stories going on.. since Mr. M i seems to have some firewall against those people that suddenly treat me very good. I know you guys would say that i'm over sensitive but this is my way of protecting myself. Anyway my plan is AVOID haha just try to avoid as much as i can and eventually he will give up (well tats wat i hope). I felt so sorry for the guy for i dun have feelings for him and i dont wish to waste his time, so i think this is best of the both of us. Lastly, my bday is almost here, i hereby wanna pre-wish my 1st bday wish that is 'hope u guys will still experience the "Life is full of surprise" tag line i used for years' cos when life is dull, it will not compile and add on to a colourful album.
Ciaoz
