Monday, November 8, 2010

Finally ~

Hehe i know i've been quite lazy for some time, but don't blame me for not updating my blog ok cuz i really dun have anything to blog about.

As you know, this is my final year and there are so many things that i need to handle !!
1. STUDY (ofcos rite!!!)
2. JOB ( if i can get one, just got rejected from PWC Ireland, sobs)
3. Malaysian Society ( this is causing super alot of problem and takes up alot of my time and energy)
4. Some other relationship problems.. Hmm this can just leave it aside 1st

Life really will get harder as you grow older huh.. Why can't we enjoy life like we used to? To hell with all these problems!! now i miss Bon Jovi's song "It's My Life":
~It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive ~

Well i'm going to practice this more often!! Yeah and make myself more happy while i still can enjoy the luxury of studying.. hehe

Hmm y r overseas jobs so hard to get?? With all the crazy shit application form to fill it and so many stage to pass until you can even get an interview.. What's wrong with the economy? Why they need to make it so hard for people to get a job and increase the unemployment rate?

Another thing is about my relationship.. Hmm is not getting any better.. The perfect song that can describe my situation now is 爱我的人和我爱的人:

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Haha ok la maybe not that dramatic but is something liddat la LOL.. hehe
Ok la update until here la.. hehe

Ciaoz

Saturday, October 2, 2010

I'm Back!!

Haha people i'm back in UK, this also means that i'll continue my Monthly Post in my blog.. LOL

You know sometimes life has a lot of questions that just cant be answered.. Hmm that bothers me a lot in these few days, damn that feeling man.. 如果可以i wish i dont need to feel that anymore, i wish all of the questions and problems can just solved itself..

I wish i can be very brave and just go and face the problem, but no, in fact i'm avoiding it (actually is running away from it) .. When did i turn into this?? How i wish all these problems does not exist and today someone in somewhere reminds me of something that happen quite some time ago.

I have tons of questions but NO answer at all.. WTF is this man?? i think i'm better off just be a nerd and focus on my final year study, it might make my life better and less complicated.. You know what people just like to mess up your calm and peaceful life you know.. Damn those people and please stay away from me cuz i'm so fed up and giving up making up to it anymore !!

oh.. i feel better now, just randomly express all my feelings out in this post.. hehe

Ciaoz..

Sunday, August 15, 2010

updates

Some of you guys who know me well might know that i'm not actually those people who are very sentimental and stuff like that. Well coming back to M'sia, makes me think a lot these days. I've been busy working but other than that i didn't really do much, every weekends just rot in the house and rest.. Hmm the strange thing is I MISS UK life, the question is why? I've sort out of a few possibilities:
1. I din really get to meet much people since i came back, practically just 4 people .. (harri-once, juvy-once, jian-twice, kw-consider twice, Val, wk, tian hao, windy, chi-wynn and vivian) .. super sad case
2. Is it that i'm just too lazy to bother anything else ? or you cant say ignorant..
3. Is it because i'm too busy working ? that takes 5 out of 7 days each week?
4, and the last question i ask myself.. Do i have the heart to make all the things happen?

Somehow i find myself being very lazy and ignorant these days.. cant take up the initiative to contact my frens and to patch things up again. I miss UK because the life there is very straight forward, study and stay alive. Haih, wat shud i do? i'm so lazy to update the blog cos there is really nth much to update about my life. just work work work and rest rest rest.. Well at least i bought quite some stuff ..

Nikon D3000 and Lowepro Versapack 200 AW
http://www.adidas.com/product_images/G14016_B_t1.png
A pair of Adidas shoes and a pair of new sunglasses.. Aiks leaving M'sia soon (20 Sept) hope to get something out of these 5 weeks..

gotta sleep, tmr need to work.. nitez
Ciaoz

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Miri Trip

Thanks to the most generous Windy's parents, I get to go Miri, Sarawak for a nice trip. Waikit and Val join me for the trip too, I meet up with Wakiki also aka "yucky n wai wai" in LCCT in the morning and off we go to Miri.. Haha i can still rmb wk says that Miri airport is like Lego airport cos is very small.. LOL! When we are out, Windy and Val are already out there sitting in starbucks waiting for us, pity them have to wait for us for so long.. hehe then we start our journey with Windy's very classic Honda City aka "1985" haha

The whole Miri trip is about FOOD, FOOD and FOOD only, and occasionally some parks and beach.. Haha Marina Bay for the Huge Seahorse and ofcos our beloved Tanjung Lobang.. We had lots of food in Miri, i think in these 3 days we almost eat all the local delicacies in Miri.. All of us stayed in Windy's house and the 4 of us sleeps in Windy's room. Haha her BEDroom is really literally BEDroom, because there is only BED in the room and nothing else, not even a small table to put your stuff or a cabinet and wardrobe.. Val is quite crazy about WiFi, until she ask about WiFi everywhere we go to on the Facebook.. Hmm i guess Facebook really did took her life away.. Haha

Val had some great jokes about our sleeping patterns, and most of us do not believe what she said but somehow in my heart i know it is TRUE.. Windy u fart, Waikit u snores, well i snored and Val don't sleep so near to me! i almost roll down the mattress.. Sobs.. Haha anyway it is still a great trip and i swear I'll go there again to visit her parents, they are very kind and i like them.. hehe

For photos, I'm still waiting for Val to post them up in either FB or her blog.. Plz wait and be patience.. Got to work soon, wish me luck!!

Ciaoz

Memory Lane

Hehe the first thing that i did when i came back from UK is.. Meet up with kw, jian and ju, quite happy to see them again, seems to me they din change a lot since i last met them. I wish time would rewind and i could repeat my high school years again but i know it is not possible, but the memories will always stays with me forever. I consider myself as quite a lucky person, I've met quite some different people in this 20 years and some really gives me some incredible memories.

Looking back to primary school times, my first tuition mates are still in touch until now and i miss the times when we will all sit in the class and joke with Hazman, miss you guys hope we can meet again real soon. Then my primary school mates, although we are not very close but it is still nice to have at least a gathering each year to keep track of everybody's life. Moving on to secondary school, my secondary school can be divided into 2 parts, that is high school (F4, F5) and Middle school (F1, F2, F3). In Middle school, I've met some really interesting friends that teach me a lot things, and show me the real world outside my parent's protection. You can say that it might be my rebellious years because i really tried a lot of stuff back then, but hey it turns out i am a good girl.. hehe

Ok, now in High School. I made my decision to drop Bio and take Account after 3 months of pure science class. Well my life experience could be different if i continue to study Bio in that class but life is about making choices right, when you made the decision you will have to live with it, no regrets.. I change to a sub-science class and met these bunch of crazy friends, to tell you the truth i think that two years is the best time of my life till now. No academic pressure, what is stress anyway, by that time i don't really care about anything the only thing i know back then is PLAY and have FUN.. Met my best friend then, well for all these years she is the first one who can really understand me and i really glad that i met her.. My life had change a lot since then, I've become more playful, talkative and cheerful.. Thanks to you guys, my life has change to be more colorful..

Then, i come to Taylors to further my study in Business Foundation. To tell you the truth, the first day of school is quite intimidating for me, but life moves on and I've bond quite well with my classmates. Group 4, we are the best, we are the Future Billionaire and no one can replace us!! Oh well I had some great moments with them, YED day and redang trip was incredible. Although is just one year i think it is not short to me and we really fully utilized it, no regrets!!

When I've further moved on to year one of Accounting and Finance in UWE, again I've meet some great classmates. Our year one course is just 6 months, very short huh.. In the first few months i feel quite lonely, but later on somehow i started to mix with them more and we really click. Having badminton every Tuesday really helps to bond us more, and having lunch together too.. Study for finals and helping each other to strike for first class, the memories are just too great to be forgotten. Further on, I went to UK to study alone.. Come to think of it, i always start a new journey alone and it all went well i guess I'm just a very lucky person. In UK, I've met some nice friends mostly are my seniors, they really help me a lot, they can guide me when i have problems and they will also bring fun to me..

The friends I've met and accompany me with different journeys.. All of you, yes those of you that read my blog even though i seldom post anything up and those who will always remember me and those who wants to share their great moments with me.. I love you guys!! Here i dedicate this lovely songs to you guys, my favorite band ever.. Westlife- Reach Out .. Remember I will always be there for you just like you will always be there for me when i need you..


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Exam

hey guys, i guess i'm sort of stuck with this 'a post per month' thingy which i tend to only post once a month.. haha paiseh ar, but better than din post anything rite.. hehe

So exam is tmr, for the 1st time i'm having exam outside on my own. The feeling is quite different you know. Last time every night before my exam i feel so calm having dinner with my family, watch some tv and go up have a last glimpse of the notes. Now, i'm alone it feels so scary maybe because i dun feel the family warmness that gives me support and maybe i'm just nervous for exam. For 20 yrs of my life i've never study so hard, dun mention everyday study in library for at least 5 hrs.. for god sake i've never study in a library b4!! haha ironic ya, how much environment can change a person.

well things r still quite dull here, i'm looking forward to my parents n my bro arrival on 6 of June, we will have a nice trip here and then; when i'm back to Malaysia, Windy Waikit and Val we will have a good time in Miri.. Yeah !! and i'll start my internship until its almost time for me to come back again..

Ohya after the exam we will have a paintball game .. Wee hope it will be nice, till then i shall work hard for the examsss..

Ciaoz

Monday, April 19, 2010

Random updates..

Okay so most of u guys knew that i had some 'story' haha, thanks to hh's stupid skype date we actually get to bond again.. well it gets me thinking for a while.. single or double, is it better to be with with a. somebody u like but he/she dun like u ? b. somebody who like u, but u like like him/her. and ofcos everybody wants c. both of u likes each other. Somehow for me, it's a bit complicated so i decided that i will keep looking for c. 1stly i cant bear liking someone else who doesn't like me, and 2ndly i dun think i'll accept option b. its too selfish.. so yeah, i guess i'll still be staying single for a while.. hehe

Exams coming, tat day i spoke with some frens, and unintentionally i mentioned that "stress ar, wanna get 1st class", whoa i really do care alot about results now huh?? i still rmb those time whr i dun give a damn about results and exam.. hmm i miss those time, everyday so relax.. Now have a lot of time in library revisioning.. Yaya i know 1st class is like a dream for a few subjects, so at least give me a 2:1, for the effort?? haha

ohya, i went Paris for almost a week, sincerely speaking.. i dun see why they call it the romantic city?? maybe the lights r too dim, so you feel romantic in the streets.. or maybe the lights are too dim u can do a lot of things *ehem ehem u guys use ur imagination la.. haha nevertheless, i gain some nice frens and accompanies in this trip.. jinyu jing chawyee jarik applelim sean grace neoh thecouple and also my beloved WANTAN.. haha i miss u guys!! hope to see u all soon..

okla nth much to post d, stay tune for more news?? i couldn't say it is interesting cuz i dunno wat is waiting for me in the future.. but yet i shall brace myself and accept anything that will happen.. muahahaha

Ciaoz...