寂寞暴走 飞轮海

綸：這裡的景色叫做曾經愛過

曾存在你的擁抱和溫柔
儒：撕開票根獨自重遊 oh~

票價是想念你的痛

你說做朋友並不是朋友
尊：我們比路人還陌生的多
綸：感情的廢墟重建以後
東：誰會偶爾回來走走
all：我站在回憶的入口 蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
我沿著命運的箭頭 無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠 你卻要我放手 誰懂在時間的秘密花園中
你從沒走 Wo~ oh NoNoNoNo~~~

儒：我說的愛你說的太自由
綸：自由到彷彿我只是說說
東：未來的風景我沒愛過 oh
尊：我只想念你的所有
all：我站在回憶的入口 蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
我沿著命運的箭頭 無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠 你卻要我放手 誰懂在時間的秘密花園中 你從沒走

我的愛你想你 都已極速向回憶暴衝 他們能看見的是虛偽的從容
綸：我站在回憶的入口 蒐集我左胸口暴走的寂寞
all：赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 讓我無法說淚是因為吹風
我沿著命運的箭頭 無奈向前走到下個人的懷中
愛你還沒愛夠 你卻要我放手 誰懂在時間的秘密花園中
你從沒走 Wo~ oh NoNoNoNo oh~~~

this song reminds me of something .. OMG i hate beaches..

Reflection..

well today when i'm sitting in the car on the journey back to kl.. i was actually recap -ing my life.. strange huh?? but i saw my life in many aspect from one lazy spoil girl to an active funny(or crazy) girl.. and soon i will travel to some very very far place for my study.. if u ask me 'are u ready' seriously i can answer you confidently i tot i was but actually is NO... this CNY holiday made me think of many things and some surprises also.. i received news that my cousin sis is marrying soon on this 31 of may.. fast hor.. if my grandpa can live for a few months more then he can be part of it already.. he will have the chance to see his 1st grandchildren to get married .. And we have one group picture taken in my aunt's house.. this year only my cousin sis is not in the pic cos she's studying in UK (which i soon will be thr) but next year we will have 3 ppl missing one is my cousin sis tat is marrying soon one is my cousin sis that is still studying and the other one will be me.. wow time really flies man not kidding.. well lets go back to the recap part, i was thinking maybe is not the OBS that change my life, maybe is the things i've been through..

For instance,
i dun look down on lesbian bcos i know how it feels;
i learn to think on the positive side cos i know thinking on the negative side will get what;
i've learn a lot from relationship (love) because every one of mine gaves me diff experience and idea of what is happening;
i know friendship is very important and i've learn PR skill..
lastly, i've learn that you must treasure every minute in your life because time will not go back and you will have regrets once you are recaping..

BUT, i will still be myself the crazy xiao xiao, the brainaic Esther and one of the Pi family yan yan

Muahahaha, finally wish everybody Happy Chinese New Year must get a lot of ang pow ohhh.. if you are in overseas must ask them online send the ang pow money to your acc.. (haha one of my uncle says wan funny rite, he also suggests charge interest tim )

random

today i receive one photo from my fren and it is very random. why?? because it is one photo taken during some time in 2007 where i'm sitting for SPM and i think this photo is taken sometime near SPM trial ad.. and you c wat are my frens doing.. haih if parents know wat their kid is doing in the skol sure get heart attack wan.. haha

something funny come from my fren in a conversation about this photo ..

:: xiaoxiao :: > Life is full of surprise ...< style="font-weight: bold;">when is it ar?
:: xiaoxiao :: > Life is full of surprise ...< style="font-weight: bold;">close to SPM ad?
~SasSy giRL~ “犯贱！” says:
i dunno wor..
~SasSy giRL~ “犯贱！” says:
aiyo our gang, near spm or far from spm also like tat de la...
:: xiaoxiao :: > Life is full of surprise ...< style="font-weight: bold;">haha
~SasSy giRL~ “犯贱！” says:
do nth, some sit some jumping some running, some sleeping some laughing some counting time.

Haha funny rite, but is the truth, this is my class , u can c one girl lying thr like zombie drop dead ad others all walking around chatting, playing or taking photos .. HOWEVER, in this type of conditions all my frens in thr and my gang still score quite well in SPM.. muahahaha, Ohya did u notice another thing ?? the class is so empty .. haha dunno where is the others but i assure u, they are not in the library studying ... haha

credit: thx kit for this pic..

karaoke session

hehe today went to sing k with bowie vicki and penny.. wow i need to say that..... is super tiring lor .. lucky i'm going back at 5 if not want me to sing 2 hrs more i will die man... so, finally went sing k ad i'm super happy lor and vicki also record down some nice video of us singing .. hope i can see those video soon.. hehe vicki show it to me ar !!! well quite lazy to write ad cos very tired la.. in a conclusion i feel very happy because i can hang out with them, they are still the same as usual... i miss my .4 class ... sobs, the class now is super quite i cant stand it !!!

subjects

aiks college start ad n now i'm a degree student .. so fast .. i got a total of 6 subjects to study in 6 months... lol sound crazy isnt it.. if u do some calculation, on average u only have one month for one subject .. haha i know u cant count liddat but it really looks scary when u see it this way.. my 6 subjects will be ...
IFA - intro to financial accounting
IMA - intro to management accounting
GBC- global business context (something like econs)
MOB - management & organization behavior
BSDM - business statistic and decision making for accounting ( basically maths)
BITM - business information technology management

well this is not the sad part .. the sad part is i'm in group 2 and mon to thurs i hav class until 5pm cacat timetable.. now i cant hav any activities ad lor ... haih ... KI SIAO ing .....

college..

well today will be my last day of holiday cos tmr will be my 1st day of degree in UWE, taylors.. i'm just a 19 year old girl and yet i'm taking degree already.. wat is all these nonsense, i think in the future the kids will take degree when they are 15 or 12 ?? sometimes i wish that we can stay longer in those times when we are so naive and playful (lol now i still am) but as u grow up the knowledge u learn also create a border in ur mind.. this border will prevent you to cross over to the unlogical/not scientifically proven/ fantasy part of the world.. ppl will become so logical in every sense and wats the fun of it if every1 is thinking and acting the same ... wouldn't it become very robotic like we are robot??? are we?? yest nite my dad ask me to learn those ballroom dance he says that its good for me .. well i din say anything bcos i know no harm trying wat.. but suddenly i feel that i still live in those older era where all the manners, greeting, girls are suppose to stay in home learn all those painting and stuff... wat a crazy imagination i got.. well i think those past years of 'not studying until it is nessesary' did the job of keeping my mind 'free'?? lol wat a description ...

well last but not least tmr i'm going to study ad hope it will be a nice 7 months just like last year with my .4 frens i really miss you guys.. and i seriously doubt that i will still get this kind of classmates this year.. 'praying hard' if every1 also study study n study only.. i dun think i can live past this 7 months..

p/s:
1) weili and william i still hope to play badminton with u all on each wed..
2) vicki i still wanna go sing k with u and bowie
3) this is for myself.. i wanna join 'aiszet' ( dunno how to spell, n cy i can meet u thr lor...) and sky adventure club this year
4) phine i might go gym le ...
5) stupid dancing lesson

OMG so many things to do .. but i'm happy ... muahahaha

mama mia

on 3 of jan 2009 8.30pm.. i went to istana budaya to watch mama mia musical with my family .. although i dun think v get the best seat but is the most expensive seat that u can buy .. it cost rm500 per person and i think is worth it.. hh says that it is not that good compare to phantom of the opera and mayb he's right cos i never watch it the musical b4 but somehow in my opinion, i dun think u can compare these two musical cos is not alike .. like this mama mia it features all the ABBA songs in it and i think the plot is quite nice.. and the ending was fabulous !!! on the other hand, phantom was like other type of story that is old and sort of different era story so i dun think they should be compare together.. overall i'm glad that i have the chance to watch this musical since this show is the 2nd last show ad.. i recomment those who has a chance next time to watch this musical and experience how musical is like.. it will be very different from all those concert u go (this i assure u ) hehe .. wanna slp ad la .. nitez ...

pictures..

nah here are the pictures and the above is the only group pic v got taken by a police .. mayb later will upload the video take so much time to upload so i sien ad..

new year countdown

well today is the 1st day of 2009 n yest is the last day of 2008.. i'm quite happy that i went to countdown in bukit bintang.. that night full of crazy ppl thr and we are part of it.. muahahaha yang cher n his frens join us for the countdown and left around 12.15 i'm glad that he can join bcos is was very fun.. after that harri jian hh me cheryl went back to our hotel and realise that v dun hav the key .. sit on the floor of the lobby while waiting for ju to come back.. damn embarrasing .. well other happy stuff was the spray can, every1 spray here spray thr it was so fun... we talk throughout the whole night and me harri n jian fall asleep in the morning for one hr.. after that hh says wanna go back ad so all of us only wake up and went back around 9 n mamak near my hse.. went back drop dead not only bcos of tired but also serious stomachace aiks now still pain dunno wat happen to my stomach .. well wanna sleep now n mayb tmr will post some photo up.. nitex n sweet dreams .. muaks...