update

haih today damn sad la cos kena some stupid shit from the PAL, nvm they will regret it. Now i only understand that people say never easily give hope or promise to others.. Cos that hurts alot.. well i'm sitting here in my room alone and blogging while my frens when out to party mainly becos i'm sick.. From the time i go into my frens room i know that i cant go out, cos the feeling is not right anymore.. Now i'm freaking coughing like hell, lets hope tmr morning i'll be fine and they wont notice it.

I dun want anybody to worry about me, nah tats me always wanna be strong, why? i dun know.. I told them that i'm lazy and tired so i duwan to go although i told them i'll go with them. I broke my promise and i know they are disappointed but what can i do? in this condition i cant go anywhere. Even if i did went it would  only drag them down cos they will have to look out for me, cant have fun, and wasted 5 pounds each..

hmm nth much to say, nitez everybody ...

What a night

Yesterday night is very eventful.. why? because i've learn alot ..

It started with just the barn dance organized by the uni and well 5 of us went to have fun.. and when it almost finish left me sherlene n ching.. Then we hang out with a few people there and when the bar is closing we went to a person's house.. And the fun part begins !!

hmm we played truth or dare with the rule that one truth will have to come with 3 dares. I can tell you their dare is very diff from our dare.. well i can say i'm the unlucky one, but still acceptable la.. well if u want some photo it will be on facebook.. 

Ciaoz..

Bristol

yep i'm here and seriously its quite boring.. maybe is bcos i dun have housemates yet or frens yet.. well nvm i think tmr i'll find some cos if no frens is very hard to survive la... Hmm it seems like i dun have jet lag cos i sleep very well yesterday night.. Wanna go out today but cant find anyone to teman me .. How? going alone seems very depressing and dangerous( cos i dunno the road).. haih where's the others? 

Okay nth much to post so ciao 1st.. Tata

TBF

Today i meet up with some foundation frens.. Well i din stay long cos i scare will get very emotional at the end so i just meet them for maybe 15 mins then ciao ad.. Weili n Janet's hug really make me feel very lonely for a moment. I never tot i'll be missing them so much, at least not until the hugs. 

Hereby i wanna thanks all the foundation frens, thank you u all for the happy moments that we shared .. The redang trip, classroom jokes, G floor, and lots more, i will forever treasure it cos i dun think when i'm back, the things will still stay the same. As law of Murphy said the only thing that is constant is Change, people will change in a few years time so i cant guarantee that we will be the same like now in the future. 

Thanks Guys !!!

Reveal!!

Well i think my blog is officially reveal to some of the frens that i wish they would know about my life when i'm not here anymore. Hmm i still hope that ppl dun link me to their blog cos i dun like ppl start blog hopping and end up with my end ( plz forgive my selfishness ).

Yiaks !! left a few more days only, what shud i do now? i seriously have no idea but at least i have a plan on friday, it would be a memorable day in my chapters of life. For this, i like to thanks jian and harrison for suggesting it. I really hope we can capture the last of our childishness, innocence, playful and carefree part of ourselves b4 it is gone...

I guess thats it for this post really got nth much to say.. looking forward to friday!!

Take care of urself when i'm gone guys!! 

ciaoz..