Random thoughts~

Hmm it's been a while since I last update. This post will be about some thoughts that I had lately. When I started this blog I was still an university student and now I've graduated and just pass some professional exams to be a chartered accountant. Well most people will think is good that you can get all these with such a young age. But for me, I feel that I'm not ready for the working life yet, I just not ready to abandon all the happy things that I enjoy previously.

Looking back, I think even though I still maintaining a young and optimistic mind set just like last time but it just don't seem like the same anymore. As you grew up, you had to experience a lot of things that change you beliefs and made you more skeptical about everything you come across, this is the thing that can't be reverse.

As you are gaining, there are things that you are gradually losing as well. After my last trip with two of my best friends I realized that some things are just not exactly the same anymore, even though we are still quite close. This had made me think about my future. I've made a lot of friends while I'm growing up, but honestly I haven't been keeping in touch with much of them. Will they still recognize me? Or even if they still recognize me, people will change don't they; so do they still like to be friends with the person I am now? Hmm this question is just so hard to be optimistic about it.

When you enter the working world, could you still find people that is truly sincere to be friends with you, that doesn't even have a slightest thought about how you might be useful to them in the future? Now I regret not keeping more close friends of the past that are more sincere towards you.

Well just some thoughts and some updates for those of you that are following my blog. Hope you are doing well with your life...

Ciaoz