Time~~

hmm i stayed up all night watching movie and drama, is it fun?? well hell ya comparing staying up to do assignment. Plz allowed me just this once to do something foolish, my life has always been doing the right thing and making the right choice, so sometimes i like to do something foolish to remind me that i can still bend or break the rules.. hehe

Time flies, i can still remember the first day i reached UK quite innocent you can say, just by the look of my face u can tell that i'm lost for quite a while.. haha now its almost finals and wtf i've been here alone for like 6 months ad.. wow is really very fast and the next thing u know, i'm flying back to m'sia for summer break and most probably doing an internship somewhere. Well life here wasn't easy but is not hard either, just imagine you have to come back to your room alone compare to your warm house. No one nagging you, no one to ask 'mii what to eat today..' and no one to fight with. In a conclusion life is quite dull here, well u learn how to cook and at the same time learn how to skip meals as well (bcoz too lazy to cook). 

LOL i still rmb i used to complain some of the dishes my mom cook sucks, now when i cook myself i really know that cooking isn't easy. Hmm had some bad times here but also some good ones as life is not perfect, when you receive something good the bad ones will come to balance it off (tats my believe only, ofcos). I'd met some nice frens here which broaden my eyesight, pity they are all my seniors, it would be nice to hang out with them more.. I kinda miss my all my frens back in m'sia, how to say, erm they suit me more.. haha i'm going to find my high skol frens. primary skol frens (some closer ones), secondary skol frens, foundation frens, year one frens and also dun forget miss low tuition gang.. haha i need to find so many people dunno got enaf time anot, cos i need to work some more..

Aiks i duwan to waste my youth just like this, as we all know it by heart, once you step out to the society you wont be the same anymore or in other words you CANT be the same... pity my seniors that wanna find jobs already, they must have been in so much stress!! These few days we had some nice skype conversation with a few of my closer frens, it was nice to hear their voice after so long and i think hh say will keep that conversation box so that we can chat with each other more often.. Later on i'll need to clean myself up and get ready for the UKEC fair in UCL London, get ready to promote myself in order to get an internship. Preparing myself for the event, gaining back all the confidence in order to attract them.. Wish me luck in getting an intern or some internsss .. haha dun be greedy one is better than nth..

okay to be honest, i have some stories going on.. since Mr. M i seems to have some firewall against those people that suddenly treat me very good. I know you guys would say that i'm over sensitive but this is my way of protecting myself. Anyway my plan is AVOID haha just try to avoid as much as i can and eventually he will give up (well tats wat i hope). I felt so sorry for the guy for i dun have feelings for him and i dont wish to waste his time, so i think this is best of the both of us.  Lastly, my bday is almost here, i hereby wanna pre-wish my 1st bday wish that is 'hope u guys will still experience the "Life is full of surprise" tag line i used for years' cos when life is dull, it will not compile and add on to a colourful album. 

Ciaoz

Library nights again..

Lol this is another sleepless night in library again.. Previously i spend around 4 to 5 days in library completing FA assignment. Now, is time for Law assignment... Well the due date is not very near yet, but i wanna to to Birmingham to watch Yonex All England Championship, so have to finish it earlier. 

I'm here in the library, but dun really have any mood to start doing it. So i thought i shud post something here since it had been quite some time. Today i looked at some of the people's blog, noticed that they had changed alot since secondary skol. Surprisingly, i feel the same as well, maybe i'm changing as well. I really appreciate the last trip together with kit, harrison and kw. You are right, this trip capture all our last innocence in the picture. We might not feel the same anymore in our next trip, thank you for the trip. 

Sometimes, i really hope i can stay the same, retain the childishness and happiness from secondary skol. But as you see, people change, the environment especially will make you change. CHANGE is a scary thing, there is a law that state if there is one thing that wont change, then it is 'change' itself. Haha funny rite but is quite true. I miss the time we did volunteering work together, it was very tiring but it was very enjoyable as well !! Gathering in somebody's hse was fun also, but kit they all joking around. 

Hmm, seems like time pass so fast, can i not work after i graduate? now i really understand why my parents said study time is the best. Once you start to work, your life will be very different, because you have more responsibilities and also WORRIES.. ok la i need to get back to work d.. 

Ciaoz

CNY

Hmm its been some time since i last post, well finally i have something very wonderful to share with u guys. I had quite a nice CNY here in UK.. EAT EAT EAT, LOL.. Friday night is MSA night in Shanghai Night, so imagine a place with unlimited food (buffet) who can tahan?? 'plus i din eat breakfast and lunch for that day' haha.. The off to Java for some drinks and dance, like the usual thing to do here d, after dinner must go for a drink.. This bad habit must change.

Saturday, as usual din makan at all, there is 31 of us so there is 3 tables with the 10 dishes set dinner.. The total bill is so amazing 641.85 POUNDS haha i think tats around  3 443.33854 Malaysian ringgits 'lol tats what google convert for me' Haha so nice hor the figure.. One night spend so much, crazy d.. Then tonight very good din go club, instead we went casino !! Lol, won 2pounds from the machine, enough to cover my bus ride home.. haha 

Sunday, woke up 8.30am and went to kakak Jean's place and started to prepare all the FOOD again.. haha our CNY revolves around food only, yeap it tooks us 3 hours plus to prepare all the stuff (u know la amateurs ma) .. Finally at 12.30pm we MAKAN !! so happy.. hehe keep and clean all the stufff, went back at 2 something can took a nap. At night we had a steamboat party at Kakak Michelle's place, it was nice and after that the usual practice came up, blast music in the living area (also the kitchen) and some play cards.. hehe then all of us went back at 10 something.

Okay finish all the fun part, so happened my audit assignment is due on monday 15 Feb, from above u can see that i'm busy celebrating, hehe.. Now behind the scenes story, every night i came back need to do assignment so this few days i practically din sleep more than 17 hours i think.. and for those who knows me very well, I'm a PIG i need a lot of sleeps.. so today, i'm practically half conscious throughout the whole day and i skip badminton cause i feel like a bit dizzy after i tahan until the last class which is 4.30.. monday class is 8.30 to 4.30 ofcos in between got break but not long enaf to sleep.. haih finally went back took a nap for 3 hours and wake up do tax assignment cos tmr got meeting and FA tutorials..

So here i am posting  about this few crazy days i've been through. Is nice but the assignment ruin it all.. I HATE AUDIT... babi punya module.. 

p/s: if Michelle and Jean knows i put them KAKAK they will kill me for sure.. so Shhhh dun tell them. and happy CNY for all my readers.. hehe Ching yee, kw, hh, harrison.. i think four of u are the constant one..

Ciaoz 

Confusion ??

I've always thought that helping friends are very good. Somehow, i feel regret now....

I'd met a few new frens here and sincerely and seriously speaking.. I dun feel like this bunch of us can really make up a nice group of frens. Each of of us is so different, but yet we are still together somehow because there is only a FEW of us. Yes, very pity i know. Some1 wanna come UK to study together with me? hope so..

Well, they are starting to get to my nerve lately. I had to admit although i'm not those person with EQ 200 or watever, but my patience are quite high level compared to others. I guess my closer frens will know that i dun like ppl who are not time-conscious. These people, dun even have a tiny bit of it in them, well tats tolerable, after all this is common. Next big issue about them is lack of responsibility. I mean c'mon u r living so freaking far away from home, i think u at least will know that u need to take care of ur studies. YET, all they know is complain.. WTF, like the words that come out from ur mouth can help??

THEN, nvm this cont with unstoppable praising about UNISA course, c'mon u r studying in UWE so plz stop whining and start to do something for ur future. If unisa are that good, y u come to uwe in the 1st place? u got some kind of sickness izzit?? okay, about m'sia.. like i said, if u wanna go back, just GO.. like i care, i dun give a shit.. STOP complaining about UK education style, because our education style are originated from here.. i dun see wats the diff?? Buck up people, tats nth like spoon feeding here, u need to learn urself, isnt tat very clear after a semester?? or r u blind or deaf? 

Finally, plz learn to take care of urself. Take the bus and dun sleep, dun expect everybody will be so good to wake u up, PLUS i dun think they even know where u wanna go. I doubt u too.. How long had u came, can u guys at least know the roads, plan ur own trip, and stop depending others to do all the stuff for you. What u do is take for granted, not even a nice 'thank you'.. After some serious consideration, i've decided to not compromise with them anymore, i gotta go my own way and do my own stuff.. I wont waste my time and effort for these people who dun deserve it..

my dear readers.. any support will be very nice.. hehe

01.01.10

Today is the first day in a new year. Well as usual yesterday i went out to countdown, unlike the previous years, this time i went to a club to countdown. As you can probably imagine, is super full inside but it was fun!! haha.. I went with the seniors, sito jean suetling and her sis and suetling's bf.. Have a pre drinking session in suetling's place lol almost KO thr cos din really eat b4 i drink, but after i puke a lil bit out, then ok d.. hehe so happy(high) la that time

Then when into oceana, (lucky honping is in between us, so the guard din really check on him and let him in) btw, oceana dun let ppl wear sport shoe in wan, very weird.. haha we dance lor then very tired d go sit down and we drink WATER only le.. hehe see i'm so guai, din drink alcohol le.. Oh ya around 2am plus, starting got alot of crazy guys come kacau d, haih lucky got suetling's bf thr.. but the conversation is funny.. it starts with:

the guy: I like chinese girls...

Me: I dun like You !!!

Haha funny rite, but the guy still coming abit scary cos he's very strong.. but like i say lucky got honping.. hehe tqtq very much ya..

Around 3am plus we went back d, cos all of them r tired.. yep reach home take a bath n chat with my bro while waiting for my hair to dry.. but in the end i cannot tahan, the hair haven all dry yet, i go sleep d, dun care !! hehe

tats all about it.. today i wake up arounf 2.30pm, i sleep for 9 hours plus only dun consider as pig kua??

hehe .. Happy New Year !!

winter break

hmm i think it had been some time since i last update my blog. Oh well, lets write some updates about myself for those who care.. hehe on 17 of dec i went to Milan with milo, tse wei, hehui, melissa and milk, ohya we went to venice also but one day trip only lor.. hehe the temperature thr always stay around -5, so damn cold and yet we insist that we want to eat gelato (ice cream) everyday. But, seriously is very nice!!! It snows heavily on the day that we were suppose to catch our plane back to Bristol. Guess wat, we waited for the shuttle bus for 2.30 hours and hopped on to it. When we reach the Malpensa airport, we saw alot of people sitting on the floor and also alot of ppl queuing up at the check-in desk (before that we ad know that our flight had been cancelled, thx to my iphone.. hehe) Then slowly we start to line up also to ask for any solution, waited for another 1 or 2 hours or so, finally is our turn.

Know wat, the fella tell us the fastest we can go back is after Christmas (today is just 21dec). Then we decided to ask for help from parents, luckily milk's aunt help us found another plane tmr morning that still has places, so we went to another terminal (a nicer wan, for bigger planes) and overnight thr, this is my first time sleep on the floor in a public area. Haha i tell u, when u r so damn tired, u wont care where u sleep.. finally we caught the plane and reach london and took the megabus home. 

Rest for one day, yeah on 24dec we took a 6 something bus to london, we plan to stay thr for christmas and boxing day. It was quite boring thr, but still better than nth to do rite.. haha boxing day was killing. So many ppl lining up in front of harrods and we went zara instead. Brought one shirt for myself, it was cheap 10pounds how much can u still ask for?? then next stop body shop, brought a travel kit (inside of lotion n shower gel) so next time travel can bring d, and it costs only 3.50.. rush to burberry and wait for it to open, hmm wants to buy one polo shirt, after get permission from mommy my shirt got no size d!!! so sad, haih got money also no use ar 51pound i wanna buy also dun have.. sobs

Went back that nite and eat up the leftover cupnoodles.. haha so sad, we only eat cupnoodles on christmas cos no shops open.. the next nite we cook bak kut teh at tse wei's place, hmm it tastes not bad, next time shud cook again.. hehe 

i think tats all about my recent updates, need to start study and do assignment d lor.. today i sit infront of the comp for almost 5hrs just the complete the excel part of the starting of the assignment.. die d.. haih need to complete my CV also le.. so many things to do, yet so little time. Dun care tmr must go town watch Sherlock Hommes.. hehe 

Ohya everyone still have some MILAN INFECTION and GELATO INFECTION form italy.. 

'castello' 'restorante' 'bliglietto' 'toillette' 'centralle de milano' haha.. so funny and we miss gelato !!!

Ciaoz 

12.12

hmm wrote this on yesterday nite but stupid blogspot dun let me post this...

today is 12 of dec, sometimes i'll wonder if we are still together how will it be now?? its been like 3 years since that day and alot had happened. Not something to be proud of, but it is a valuable experience to me. If i know we will come to this place and study together, will i still make the same decision? i'm not sure but at least i know since then i haven really put any effort into relationship. Especially wat happen a few months later.. 

I've learned alot during this 2 years, single can be very fun but also can be very sad. When i'm taking the train back to Bristol, i'm so tired because the feeling of someone to rely on is gone. Well cant say i regret, but sure it will be nice to have somebody to take care of you. Somehow when i first came here, alone, only realise that for these 2 years whenever i feel lonely i can still find him or her. But it is so diff here, so near yet so far. We are in the same country but still quite far apart. Will i ever find someone i like again, i dunno but at least i hope he does and the relationship will be successful. Hope he finds someone who knows how to be a girlfriend..