new shoes for year 2009 !!!

erm this shoe i dunno wat brand but look quite nice so i brought it ... from taiwan

this is my converse i brought it to replace my other shoe that was spoil ... hehe also brought from taiwan

my new reebok haha nice bo...
lol this is suin bian post my bro's shoe .. nike air and this one also .. and1 basketball shoe as i mention in the last post

hehe the above are all the shoes that we brought other than that mommy also buy 2 pairs and daddy buy one new leather shoe for work and so as my bro dunno whether is leather or PVC but it cost around rm100++ for his school... aiks holiday nth to do so post some silly things here .. haha

Merry X'mas !!!

hehe at 1st wanna buy this shoe de but mommy say too striking wor

at last bought this .. erm not exactly the same but quite similiar ad la ..

Reebok Freestyle Music Evolution Collection

hehe after 6 hrs of shopping .. c all the baggies, so not environmental friendly la..

hehe today went to pavilion to shop for new year's clothes .. shop from 11 to 5 wah damn tired lor ... hehe in the end i only brought one long pants from esprit (dunno whether spell correct anot ??), one short pants from billabong, one shirt from Tough and one pair of shoes from Reebok.. gosh i love the shoe .. haha now i got 3 new shoes ad .. feel quite bad bcos the shoe is actually quite expensive is RM299.90 .. No discount some more what m'sia festive sales is this .. apa la... ohya that day i make 'tong yuen' with my mom straight after i came back from jin's hse (also making tong yuen thr) aiks .. the hand wanna become doraemon hand ad ... well here's some pics but i dun hav the tong yuen from jin's hse hope she will post some lar... this is the tong yuen that i made with mommy ... oh ya didi bought one new pair of shoes also.. and1 baskatball shoes cant find the image in the net la so lazy to post .. is black with red strips.. imagine urself la hehe ..

女孩當自強 - SHE

well i like the meaning of this song.. is very good for all the girls, we shouldn't be so weak ... gambateh everyone

拜託眼淚又不是鑽石珍珠
一直在哭 難道你能一夜之間暴富
是誰告訴你有王子這動物
還不如你自己騎上白馬比較靠譜
失戀失去所有美麗的錯誤
快開香檳為你能夠死里逃生慶祝
沒錯 就是不合身的衣服
趕快脫掉 換身行頭再去愛裏跳舞
我知道一定有一點辛苦 但我們的心都要堅固
告別了錯的人不算輸 使我們更加靠近幸福

愛情卷起萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲越讓人全力以赴)
我們女孩當自強 (可以小鳥依人也能自我保護)
大不了受一點傷 (昨天的傷口會變成明天的禮物)
會讓我們更漂亮 (Top girl 都要做自己的救世主)

(Top girl 都要做自己的救世主)

看吧天還是會亮會再日出
粉身碎骨 劇痛之後就能脫胎換骨
浪費時間飼養青蛙當寵物
狠下力氣自顧拯救全宇宙的動物
失戀失去一個懦弱的叛徒
快放煙火為下一次遇見英雄歡呼
沒錯 趕快穿上更美的禮服
帶上微笑 從從容容再去愛裏跳舞
你知道一定有一點辛苦 但我們的心都很堅固
結束了錯的夢不算輸 是我們值得更加幸福

愛情卷起萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲越讓人全力以赴)
我們女孩當自強 (可以小鳥依人也能自我保護)
大不了受一點傷 (昨天的傷口會變成明天的禮物)
會讓我們更漂亮 (Top girl 都要做自己的救世主)
誰怕愛情萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲更讓人義無反顧)
我們女孩當自強 (是最勇敢堅強也最溫柔賢淑)
不用誰施捨陽光 (好的壞的都是生活不是包袱)
我們自己是太陽 (TOP GIRL就要做自己的救世主)

T-O-P WANNA TOPGIRL
EVERYBODY SAY
T-O-P WANNA TOPGIRL

誰怕愛情萬重浪 (越危險的遊戲更讓人義無反顧)
我們女孩當自強 (是最勇敢堅強也最溫柔賢淑)
不用誰施捨陽光 (好的壞的都是生活不是包袱)
我們自己是太陽 (TOP GIRL就要做自己的救世主)

collecting dust period

haih, next monday results coming out ad, damn scary .. but the scarier part is not that.. is now, what am i doing at home everyday is enough to scare the lion away (dunno what am i saying also) .. OMG, the symptons of becoming insane is showing.. sobs everyday wake up watch drama eat bath sleep again, dinner watch drama n sleep.. everyday like waiting for time to pass only.. daddy ask me go to his working place to issue receipt but no pay and is just as boring as staying at home.. arhhhh what can i do .. no no according to moral dunno what theory ad is what SHOULD i do .. haih lets hope i dun die becos of this..

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here some details bout my .4 frens

xiu bao - she's friendly and quite talkative... she's from langkawi
penny - penny n xiu bao always fight with laughter.. always for stupid reasons.. penny is very cute also.. she's from johor..
leeyun n hooiteng - well both of them always talk bout guys n i dun know them well
abigail - well she can say friendly but others dun think so and they say she's a 'c--k model' ..
visha - she used to crack a lot of jokes with me n ching yee and ya is liddat..
ching yee - well she's been sitting besides me since the 1st day.. i really enjoy for company, u make study easier n happier .. haha v have quite some jokes during class
william - ppl calls him a moron and he's quite sacastic n likes to annoy ppl with tons of question, from terengganu
ying choong - the dvd man with lots of faul language in his head
wei weng - the assless 'pa hun kia' haha
anil - quite a good guy i guess
nara - he has a very brilliant mind and very healthy as he walks ALOT
jennifer - she has a very high amplitude n pitch ..
josephine- the shorty boxer .. haha rmb to wear high heels so that ppl can c u when u r shouting behind a car..
matthew - the dirty face swimmer
bowie - a 20 year old KID with an interest in playing cards only
kah hui - the polar bear with extremely good skils in basketball and badminton, from johor i think
a fei- jokes supplier, he brings tons of laughter to us, from banting
michelle - sleeping queen, she can sleep almost everywhr
yang cher- he always late to class n claims that i'm his sis, oh well who call both of us also lim.. from gurun kedah, my hometown i'll go n find u during CNY
janet - the 'snap queen', always slower than every1.. from kuantan
vicki - a funny girl with good intention on her mind
weili - a pro badminton player with funny expression n tends to slap herself very hard on the face .. from terengganu
tzesin- known as the ballet girl, she gas grateful move but not when she laughs
siok kim- she actually the only one that is suitable for the age of 18
junloong- he's one of our zi mui gang.. well but now zi mui with ballet only... haha

'the last supper'

yest was the last day of my foundation.. after acc exam every1 start to worry and ask how much is the cost of supplementary exam ar??? aiks i dun think they need to worry bcos i dun think so many of them will fail la.. after that michelle suggest v go to take a break for lunch, after lunch most of us sit at a place where there is sofa to 'study moral' actually is just crapping.. well moral is 1.30 hrs but most of us use less than half an hour to finish it.. then v wait for the signal to go out together.. well i went toilet and i c most of them is goin out ad.. swt .. after that, as usual gather again and wait for others .. and so v went carefour to get the food and went straight to matt's house for bbq.. the rain wont stop and every1 is getting so hungry that spaghetti and pizza finish is less than 5 mins.. and b4 the food comes i think sort of hungry until crazy ad .. the people around the table starting to crap and laugh crazily, when i say crazily i mean it.. haha and so the fun part of the bbq is every1 sitting around one small fire and burn their food.. yang cher n ying choong try to train n become ramli burger seller to earned the supplementary exam fees..

well finally the bbq ends with laughter n v can even talk n laugh louder than the rain *proud* haha..

pictures

From left: Me, Vicki (panda) and Janet ( Snap Queen)
Me and vicki... both doing funny face
Me and Ching yee.. we been sitting together since the 1st day.. i'll miss you...
Ching yee, penny and me.. (without specs) panda say i look
funny with this face .. did i??
Officially presents the girls is black (GIB) haha ..
From left: Kumar's angel (penny), Killer Panda(vicki), ching yee, Me
(xiao xiao), and Weili (crazyfella)


Today is the last day of my foundation.. so fast one year had past and now on the last day of the tutorial some of us somehow stay in the class and took some pictures.. haha quite happy with it.. one of the pic is not on that day as u see cos the clothing are diff.. today got presentation, so have to wear formal and v.. the girls in black proudly present to you the pictures.. haha

R.I.P

my grandpa just pass away on the 1.03am, 11/11/2008 , very easy to rmb hor.. aiks at 1st din feel very sad cos i think got some mental preparation ad.. leave kl at 5am reach thr around 10am.. reach thr and saw a few relatives thr already.. went in the room to c my grandpa.. lying on the bed so peacefully.. i'm happy but i still cried.. the tears just flowing out from my eyes without control.. my grandpa had just pass away .. even now when i think of him, the tears still will store in the eyes but i'm glad that i still can control it.. monday nite after receiving the news din sleep much and prepare to leave pick up my cousin on the way .. tuesday nite sleep at 3am cos need to stay awake to make sure that nobody broke into the hse after 3am my cousin's turn.. wed nite din sleep at all, saw some very very weird stuff at 4.30am .. one A Pak come out and wash car and after that watch tv news.. so morning the ceremony starts at 10 and finish around 2 something.. watched my grandpa's coffin went in to the burning chamber.. tat moment very very sad but din cry, hehe .. sunday nite my parents will be going back and monday nite they will br coming back .. my grandma will be coming to kl and stay here for one week .. aiks still rmb the last word i say to my gong gong is .. gong .. wo men hui qu la...

anonymous

haih.. its been like 2 or 3 years .. Mr. A still ask me the same question today.. "will u ??" Am i that good that one guy has to sacrifice 2 or 3 years hoping that i'll accept him again.. But now the strange part is when he ask me n try to convince me.. i got a feeling that i shud give him another chance, not tat i want to but i shud.. cos i feel that last time the relationship shouldn't count as one because v dun even qualify as a couple.. so this strange feeling wants me to give him wat he has miss out for all these years .. OMG wats wrong with me?

I promise myself i duwan to start a relationship until i'm quite confidence that it will last but now y wanna consider giving chance to a person that most probably will go to US next year while i'm leaving for UK? isn't strange?

Am i worthy to wait for so many years, i doubt it..

miss..

Aiks juz now i was chatting with my frens about the element of surprise.. this brings me back to a lot of memory of school days.. i miss the secondary skol days, where exams are nth, skols are fun, nothing to worry about, SPM juz a sijil paling mudah tats wat its call .. haha dunno heard from whr ad but is quite amusing though.. I miss my frens too.. whr r they ?? everybody is heading for a diff path and we hardly meet each other already.. i miss my 'nephew chai' n her gang, margaret, penguin, yishan n so on .. its been so long since i last meet u all was it one year already or 11 months ?? Time passes so fast, i dun even have the time to think of it then now is already end of the year.. another few months more and i'll b studying overseas.. by that time i really have no chance to meet up with all my frens ad.. sad le.. i'll miss all of u .. my pi family, the photokaki (jun marcus kit n etc..) usual party gang.. haha the usual party gang is almost the whole form 5 already .. haha cos the major race during our time is the chinese .. yea we are dominating and tats the reason y our skol get good result.. skrew the pig.. haha ( so bad la ) Miss ya guys ...

my car car is back..

Hehe i'm so glad to inform you all that my car is back !! yuuhoo... but that also means that i need to drive to college ad .. haha actually i quite enjoy fetching by driver cos no need to wake up so early n can sleep in the car also.. hehe (damn i'm so piggy) ... so now my normal life will cont. again but with some debts.. (rm1000) 5 months of life with half of the allowance gone case.. guess i cant afford entertainment ad ??

p/s: to those that insist wanna help me to pay i DUWAN, DUN LET, DUN EVEN THINK OF IT ..
Hehe ...

accident..

This is my 1st accident since last year june where i got my driving license. Haih dunno wat to say, scare ?? fear ?? angry ?? aiks for wat i know i'm at the junction looking with NO car n suddenly one car came out with super fast speed and BANG .. actually i'm not sure he hit me or i hit him but one thing for sure my front hit his side so i'm the one to blame.. well we talk through it and my car is a lot more worst than his and my car plate is gone.. so sad actually wanna go timesquare with my frens but end up going home with a crash car.. my mom going to scold me 'kau kau' as for my dad well he'll juz nag me a bit and ask me to b more careful next time.. haih .. i think i'm emo...

New Digital Camera

Yesterday nite went pavilion for TGI's friday (dinner) with parents .. after our meal v decided to hav a walk and v pass by Harvey Norman so juz take a walk inside.. Somehow v also want to buy a new cam for our trip n for my later use.. haha juz liddat stand thr and choose for half an hour or more ( not sure) and v finally brought it .. Sony Cyber-shot DSC - T700 .. muahaha so happy le got new cam ad.. Oh ya they giv us a free pouch and a piece of screem protector thingy for the touch screen surafce.. our old cam is like almost 6 or 7 yrs old ad?? although i sponsor half the price (around RM700 ) but ok la cos later on i'm the one whose going to bring it to UK rite.. haha happy ...

results..

aiks mid term results come out ad.. here are my results :
ACCF02 - 15/20
ECSF03 - 11.2/20
ECNF02 - 18.5/20
BSTF02 - 19/25

Overall i'm quite please with my econs results to b specify i'm quite happy .. hehe Acc ok reasonable la cos i din study much .. but i'm quite disappointed with my english .. haih i got 7.2/10 for the reading but 4/10 only for the writing.. so sad .. but nvm final exam tat part is only 4% .. now only hav to focus on the research which carries 30%, speaking 10% and listening 10% .. gambateh .. i must at least get a D for it .. cos i cant bare a C in my results.. As for statistic well i can juz say is silly mistakes full marks for everything but one part wrong all get a big KOSONG thr .. so sad ...

Btw my results so far are :
BCPF01 - D
ECSF01 - D ( with 79% .. shit)
ACCF01 - D ( stupid ind. assign )
ECNF01 - HD
BMAF01 - HD
ECSFo2 - D
ACCFO2 - HD
ECNF02 - D
BSTF02 - D
ECSF02 - C

haih got one C this is bad .. so not nice ad.. sobs

party !!!

Yesterday nite i went to my fren's hse .. it was ejin's n brian's bday although their actual bday is today but due to some problem v decide to have it yesterday nite... it took my parents 10 mins circling the place to find tat hse when it is juz thr and we miss it dunno how many timesss.. so when i reach thr i'm quite happy to c some ppl thr cos it's been a while since i last saw them so i chat with some frens while waiting for the others to arrive.. we had pizzas, fried mee hun, curry chicken and BBQ for dinner hehe actually is quite a lot but the food still finish pretty fast and the drink run out very early so marcus have to drive out to buy more drinks.. yest is my 1st time try absolute vodka wow is very difficult to drink even with ice cant even imagine drinking it without ice.. stupid kit la pour so much in my cup.. well is quite nice la but i have to go back around 11.30 liddat they havent even cut the cake yet .. sobs sobs.. haih my curfew but i'm quite glad tat at least i can make it cos this will be my last time celebrating jin's bday ad.. next year i'll be leaving m'sia to further my studies by september so i wont have the chance to celebrate the other Pi member's bday .. aiks tat's it for now erm i'll try to post some photos if i have .. hehe

Raya Break...

Okay lets talk bout my raya break... come to think of it, i actually spend the whole break watching dramas sleeping and eating.. wow sure gain some fat here.. hehe but nvm exercise more will do .. today i met up with my close frens, we all had mamak as breakfast .. hehe i'm quite glad to meet them cos its been a while since we last met.. you know when ur frens r in nilai, seremban, form 6, A levels and others they r quite bz .. except for me la ofcos .. taylors business foundation.. although now is already my final sem i still think my life is quite easy compared to others.. no tough syllabus, high grade pressure, not much competition .. i sort of live my live with waiting for time to pass .. well my english research still havent start yet .. hieroglyph is really driving me nutss .. kinda regret picking this topic but is quite fun in a way that i can increase my knowledge .. hehe when i step back in college next week i plan to have more frequent badminton and basketball game.. cos i'm kinda fat already ..

Diaries..

Finally i've made up my mind to treat this as diaries... Since young i never had the habit of writing diaries because i dont think i'll will need it. ( or maybe cos i'm lazy ) but now... since my life has change since i step into the college life .. i might as well record down something memorable for me to see when i'm older or really OLD until i cant rmb it anymore..

没那么爱他 - 范玮琪歌词

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

Over You ...

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Curiousity kills a cat..

Haha.. i knew it, shud have stop when i shud have last time..
Now i finally know the truth behind all these scenes, come to think of it.. I cant really blame anyone though; is my own decision, my own choice to pick this path tat is not taken ..
Haha i knew it would have alot of snakes, bush, torns on that path and yet i still wants to go for it..
And now.. wat i get?? is all the scars and torns around me.. There's only one phrase that i can say now " Curiousity Kills A Cat "

2nd ..

张敬轩 - 吻得太逼真

无论怎么讲 我都觉得虚伪
陪伴你那么久 你说是受罪
从前到现在当我是谁
你这花心蝴蝶~~
昨夜陪你醉 伤到我心碎
你竟说我和你不配
完全忘记往日为何
能与我彻夜缠绵
(和你吻吻吻吻吻
你吻得太逼真
让我把虚情假意
当作最真心的亲吻)
怪自己 来不及区分
你对我 是酷爱是敷衍
(我想问问问问问
我该怎么脱身)
你却说花花世界
不必当真
多么伤人
让我爱上 薄情的红唇
拿什么心肠 面对我的善良
能不能想一想 你让我多伤
你的爱就像 完美毒药
对手断肠 你依然漂亮
不敢想 曾与你度过
多少真实的晚上
一转眼 热恋后身受重伤~~
(和你吻吻吻吻吻
你吻得太逼真
让我把虚情假意
当作最真心的亲吻)
怪自己 来不及区分
你对我 是酷爱是敷衍
(我想问问问问问
我该怎么脱身)
你却说花花世界
不必当真
多么伤人
让我爱上 薄情的红唇
深渊万丈你把我的爱
用尽后丢弃荒野埋葬
你犯的罪状没人知道
用什么证明你的亲吻真的残忍~~喔~~
(Rap:我不知为什么
你现在对我毫无感觉
以前种种快乐
就好像成为一种罪恶
我的心情 你不闻不问
或者其实所谓爱情
都只是彼此填满寂寞空虚
或者是一种冲动 的幻觉
让自己失去理智 到最后得到教训
何时有感觉 到何时没有知觉
就算你突然失去音讯
你我之间早可能不该继续)
你吻得太逼真
我已无法脱身
喔~最后悲剧发生
我爱得深 你没责任
都怪我太认真
把薄情的红唇
亲~~吻~~

1st song

this represent my 1st ..
李圣杰-最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

my 1st post..

Dunno what am i thinking lately..
all this happens too fast and now.. come to think of it .. i'm too naive
naive in the sense that
- how can i deserve this
- how brainless i am
- and how STUPID i am

something too nice cant suite me at all ..
is it because of i dont deserve them or what?
is my problem i think ...

intro

I dunno y i created this blog .. mayb is bcos i duwan to tell anything to my frens( dun want to make them worry .. i guess)
juz hope tat i can at least tell something to the blog..